I hate you, but I love you so much.
You're my calm before the storm, yet you're also the storm that destroys everything in its path. You have this way of messing with my emotions and it gets under my skin. For some reason there's this game you love to play where you make me feel like the happiest girl alive, yet in the matter of seconds you turn cold as stone and leave me there like an idiot wondering what the hell I did to you to act this way. You get under my skin and it aggravates me so much. You tend to do this thing where we go weeks without talking, and the only communication we ever end up having is one with at most five words that have been exchanged. We're back together giving this another try but really I'm having second thoughts. I don't want to chase after you in order to make you stay. I'm so done with you treating me like trash, you leave me with no energy at the end of the day due to your stupid little games, but you want to know what the worst part is? We're miles and miles apart, You're over in New York and I'm over here hoping things could get better but by the looks of it they never will.
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my thoughts at 12 a.m.
AltelePeople wonder what goes on in others minds... well here's what runs through my mind during the time where bodies sleep and brains race for solutions to the problems they create or may face each day... yet sometimes most of these thoughts stay a secr...
