The Worst & Best Thing | Joe Sugg

Wounded and Trapped

"Why are you even helping me?" Joe asks. He's sitting on the sink while i wipe the dirt out of his wound. "Because i doubt any of them would know how to do this." i reply raising my eyebrows. Besides. Violet left a note saying her and Jack went to get some food.

"Oh yes. Ms. Doctor." he giggles. He's obviously still a bit drunk. I just nod my head.

"I remember when we were younger you'd always make me and Caspar play doctor with you. You had the Doctor outfit and everything, you were crazy." he laughs even harder. I smile as i remember the memory.

You'd think that they would tell me to fuck off but they actually liked being "patients" even if they said they didn't.

"She smiles." he says looking at me.

"Well, i am human." i reply then starting to treat his wound. "Really? I didn't think you were capable of emotions." I snort at his remark. "Thats you."

He furrows his eyebrows. "I have plenty of emotions. I just show them differently." He straightens up getting all defensive. "If you say so." I can feel Joe staring at me so i look up and meet his eyes. We're actually pretty close right now maybe only a few inches away. "Stop." i say then look away.

"Stop what?" he says confused.

"You know what. We're not recreating last night." i say then finish what i was doing and back up.

"Oh the night you regret." he says still sitting on the sink then bringing his sleeve down over all the bandages. "Exactly." i smile then go to open the door.

I only opened it an inch when Joe has jumped off the sink and closes the door standing in front of me and leaning on the door. I fold my arms across from my chest. "Don't liiiieeee." he drags the word out. "Don't be childish, move and let me out." i say motioning my hand for him to shoo.

He didn't move, but stepped closer. I put my hand on his chest so he wouldn't get closer, not making eye contact but just looked at my hand that was on his chest.

"Lying to yourself won't make you forget what happened. You liked it, you wanted it just as much as i did. You want it right now." i can just feel him smirking.

"gross. I'd rather kiss Caspar and that's considered incest." I say raising an eyebrow then pushing him out of the way. Right when i pushed him he spun me around and put his hand on the bathroom door which i was now leaning against, getting close to my face. I can feel him breathing on my nose. "It only makes me want you more." he whispers next to my ear. His mouth moves down to my neck and he kisses it.

I immediately push him back. "This-" I say pointing at me then back at him continuously "Isn't going to happen." i give him an evil eye and leave back to my room. I shut the door quickly and slide down against it.

I put my face in my hands and just breathe.

Why was he right? Why did i want it? I don't even know what 'It' is. He makes my blood boil but my lust cravings explode. I can't let that happen. If i let it happen things will never be the same and i don't want that. Not only is he my brothers best friend but he's like a brother to me. But, How can i feel this way about him though?

I take my hands away from my face and stand up. I just need a nap. I think to myself.