The Worst & Best Thing | Joe Sugg

Can't Handle It

I woke up with my hair stuck to my cheek. I brush it off and can feel how sticky my cheek feels. I must've fallen asleep crying.

Why am i crying about Joe Sugg?!

Maybe because i told him how i pretty much felt. Maybe not with words but i did with body language. He should've picked up on that. Then he went and slept with some random fucking girl and kissed her in front of me.

All for what? To make me jealous?

I take a shower then go downstairs. Violet and Jack must be outside and i can see Cody on the porch, smoking.

I grab some water and as i turn around Joe is standing there. "Morning good looking." he smirks at me. I ignore him and glide pass him, he steps in front of me putting his hand on my shoulder.

I immediately step back "Don't fucking touch me!" i say through gritted teeth.

He lets out a chuckle. "Oh come on. You love when i touch you." he slides his hand around my waist. I push him away and my hand skids harshly across his cheek giving him a good slap on the face. His face is still turned away from me and his hand goes to his cheek. He looks at me clenching his jaw.

I stare at him. And i feel my stomach flip. I run back to my room.

Joe's POV
She runs off and i'm left holding my cheek. Man, she has a strong ass hand. She looked at me so coldly. Her face was not as upset as the day i called her a slut.

When i called her that, it was just her normal bitch face.

This face was even worse. It was cold and upsetting, as if shes lost all faith in me. "The hell happened to your face?" Cody comes in chuckling. I roll my eyes at him. "Your fucking girlfriend." i say angrily, i've had enough.

Cody's POV (finally, lol)
I furrow my eyebrows at his words. "Um, what?" i let out a slight chuckle.

"Emma." he says her name like it's the most obvious answer in the world. I laugh even harder. I notice he's not laughing. "She's my best friend, dude. Nothing more."

Was he jealous of her and i? Is this why he brought that girl here?

"Oh just stop it. Stop lying! I fucking saw you guys! Your constant teasing, flirting, cuddling!"

"Wait wait wait" i wave my hands in front of me indicating for him to stop. "Cuddling? If you're talking about when i was in her bed with her at like 3 in the morning that's because she was having a bad dream. I heard her yelling for Derek to stop, she must've been having a nightmare of him." i finish explaining.

Joe's arms fold across his chest. "Why didn't i hear her then?" he asks in a challenging way.

"Joe, my room is next to hers. Yours is across from hers. Plus, i was already awake. You can ask her yourself. She was crying and shaking, terrified. She didn't want to be alone just in case she had another bad dream."

Emma's POV
Even though i just took a shower, i took another one.

I always take showers when i need to think. And i had a ton of thinking to do. I'm looking at myself in the mirror slowly brushing my hair.

I hear the bedroom door open.

I walk out in just my towel to see Joe. I freeze and stare at him. He's sucking in the bottom of his lip not making eye contact with me. "I'm sorry." he mutters. I didn't want to hear it.

"Get out."

"Emma, please. Let me explain!"

"Get out!" i yell. He finally looks at me. His facial expression is so much different than all the others i've seen of his. He looks.. hurt?

he looks scared, too. "I'm not going to repeat myself, Joe."

"I thought you and Cody were.." he stops his sentence.

"I've told you plenty of times, we're just friends!"

"Why didn't you tell me you were having dreams of Derek?" i'm taken back by his words. Wait. This makes sense now. He must have seen me and Cody the night i had the dream.

"I..I.." i try to think of something to say.

That's still no excuse for him to do what he did. He did that because he assumed there was something going on between me and cody, he didn't even think twice to ask me about it. To come to me about it.

"You were a little busy with that blonde bitch of yours." i spat at him.

"Nothing happened with her, Em." he pleads.

"Doesn't matter. I'm not your girlfriend, i can't tell you who you can and can't sleep with." i say tugging at my towel now getting a bit cold.

"It was wrong of me. Instead of asking you about what happened with you and Cody i went and kissed her in front of you, knowing you'd get upset. I just.."

"What, Joe? You what?" i snap.

"I just can't handle the thought of you with someone else!" he says in a louder tone than before. I swallow hard.

"I can't handle you being mad at me. I can't handle the thought of someone else touching you. I can't handle the thought of someone else sleeping next to you, touching you."

he carries on and with every word he steps closer and louder.

"I can't handle the thought of.. you." he says an inch away from my face.

"Then don't think of me.." i say trying not to make eye contact. "It isn't possible. Because i've tried. So fucking hard." I finally look him in the eyes. His eyes are glossy and he's looking at me with his jaw clenched. "Say something.." he says, his voice breaking.

I don't even think, I act.

I quickly bring his lips to mine by placing my hand on the back of his neck.

He allows it and kisses me back sloppy but passionately. Rough but with romance. His hands are over my towel on my hips.

I tug his shirt up with my hand that isn't gripping on my towel. He takes it off for me and connects his lips back to mine. I take my lips away from his breathing heavily looking him in the eyes. I want him.

I slowly release my towel, his eyes scanning all over my body. "Emma.." i stop him by throwing my lips back on his. I want this. I've waited so long for his hands to feel every inch of my skin. I've longed for his lips to feel mine. I've longed for my body to take over.