Sexmate ( COMPLETE)

chapter 3

and that's why i hate going to party because after all the drinking they end up throwing vomits everywhere, and here i am end up with a drunken man and in his state right now i don't think he can take me home. I expect this at a very low rate because i trust his words and him.

"kath, i don't want any harm that happened to you when i let you go home alone so please stay here for the night, i don't think cedi can take you home safely" kenneth said as he help me trying to lift Cedi before he sleeps on his vomits.

"what? and where am i going to sleep ken? i don't want to get rape"

"we do have a master's bedroom here kath and don't worry about rape thingy, you're safe here also i know you wanted to be with cedi right now" he said holding his laugh in the rape thingy word and giving me a sheepish smile

"don't give me the word safe ken because your dead friend here said it also, FYI i don't like cedi" i state pointing cedi that is now lying dead on his back.

"like i believe it , please kath bear with me for this moment,look i can't even take you home, i need to clean my place" he pointed those empty cups and all the garbage that had been left.

"alright, alright if you insist but no boys in the room okay?" i said in a firm tone raising my hand in surrender

"YES!!! that's my girl, now come on help me with cedi, let's bring him in that room" he pointed to an open door near the stairs

as we put cedi on the bed kenneth went out to clean the mess and i started to get cedi's shoes for him to feel comfortable in sleeping, i wipe his face using a wet towel that nicky handed me. i take off his clothes my eyes popped out when i saw his six packs abs and a tattoo on his left side of the chest IM DOOM. I touched it slowly and feel the beat of his heart.

"please don't go" those words fill in my ear i want to hear it again, him calling my name saying those words

"eli, please don't go, i want you, i love you and i need you" yes he said it again but this time it has a name of a person or a thing?  the name seems familiar, i tried to remember everything, i think i read it somewhere or was it a common name? Right! I saw it in his car, Eli was ptinted in his car. But i don't think so the car runaway without him, Was it a name of a woman he truly love?

So it is a woman from his past but what did he do to her, why did she leave him? Cedi is a good man i can tell. My thoughts gone wild as my heart sunk down deep inside my body. It hurt so much, my heart want to explode any moment soon. I want to cry but hell!! This guy doesn't even like me! His heart belongs to someone from the past!!

After all the aches im still here wiping away his dirt. Even if he hurts me he didn't mean it, this feeling is one-sided and he doesn't know how i feel towards him. i got up and walk out the door i went to the master's bedroom and lie there looking on the ceiling. why do i keep on hurting myself by thinking of him.

It is almost midnight and i can't sleep, roll here and roll over there. I've been thinking this thought for the whole time. I think and i really want to do this.

it is a battle between now or never.

i went to the room where cedi is sleeping, i open the door and there i saw a cedi lying on the bed naked. i got in and closed the door. i went beside cedi and caress his beautiful face. i touched his body from head to toe. i groan from the sudden hotness i felt.

i climb on the top of him and kiss all his glory that i desire to touch. i lick every single detail of his body, i heard him saying the name of the girl but i tried to stand firm on my decision.
"hush baby hush, i want to do this even if i lost my virginity this way, i want to make you happy even for a while"