Sexmate ( COMPLETE)

chapter 9

three days had past cedi and i never had a chance to talk or settle down our arguments after the confrontation that i did. I feel guilty every time i leave the house without saying goodbye to him or telling him take care or eating breakfast with him. He'll just stare at me in the sala or wherever I go like he was waiting for me to talk to him but i stand my ground and walk with my ego. this all that I have, would I still go down and bend a knee to him after being his sex mate.He did it first, I don't know his explanations either know the reason what he did to that hotel or who did he fucked up that night or let's say why he didn't went home and call me or text just fucking let me know!! All i care was i was hurt and he didn't even comfort me or say sorry. He also stand his ego and never looked for me. What a jerk!

Every time i close the door in his apartment, i always wish that he will stop me and hug me in the back or say sorry and ask for my forgiveness but he never did and who am I to expect him to do that. I just close my eyes and walk away.

It's Sunday and i don't have a lot of things to do so i decided to call arthur maybe he wants to do something that can make the two of us alive.

"good mornig milady, what can i do for you?" his greetings make me giggle.

"First kindly please cut the crap act and be the art i know and second do you have a free time today?" i retorted

"as always for you kath, i always have, what do you want to do with my free time?" he asked i think he just got up from the bed because i heard something falls at the other line

"did you just got up art?" i heard him chuckle and got up i think just from listening the background of his voice

"uh yeah, i woke up because of the wonderful ring that you just made"

"oh sorry, i thought you were on the church, you know praying" i sheepishly said

"nah, it's fine and would you still ring me if you knew i was in church?" i didn't reply in instant. "hey kath stop zoning out, your creepy, yah know?"

"yeah, yeah yeah, so stand up there and get me here okay? i'll send you the location to where i am" i hang up the phone and walk to the closer bench.

arthur is the only person i turn to right now and every time i am with him i always felt guilty because my mind starts wondering what is cedi currently doing right now? if he did eat his lunch or had a good sleep? Idon't know what to think anymore, my heart longs for cedi but my mind wants to see arthur, whom shall i trust right now?

my entire plan to make cedi fall in love with me is nothing but just a plan, i shouldn't have done this from the start but of course the damage has been done so i need to end it as soon as possible. My thoughts stop when i heard a horn coming from my back i jolted from my sit and give arthur a glare.

"why did you do that? you could have kill me!" i stand up and went to his car

"kill you? in what way?" he raise his brow pointing his index finger to his self

"heart attack! you selfish cow!"

"me? describe by you as a cow? are blind kath?" he was shocked to what i just call him

"im not blind and yeah you are a cow! a fucking cow that will kill me by giving a heart attack! i raise my voice to him and look out the window

"look here kath" he tilt my head and made me look at him "sorry for what i've done i didn't mean it i swear, i just want to cut you from zoning out again" his eyes rolled and his hands are quoting. I didn't answer him but i just hug him. I realized i shouldn't make a fight with the guy who always saves my day and make me smile. He didn't move and hug me back.

"whoa! this is totally awesome!" I was amazed to what I saw,I am on the top of a hill looking down at big city in front me, that has a big buildings in multi color. My eyes look at the every angle in this place, I took out my phone and take a selfie. "I love this place art really, I can't just get enough of it! I can live here forever!" I shouted at the top of my lungs and put my hands in the air waving it like I am a crazy woman.

"I was planning to buy this place for the woman im gonna marry but since you like it does it mean you'll marry me?" his eyes are close, his laying on his back and his both hands are on his head.

"hey, I don't want to marry at this age, I want to travel the world first before getting married" I sit beside him and in take the beautiful place in my head

"who says im gonna marry you today? I can marry you anytime as long as you are ready kath" he never opened his eyes and his voice was serious.

"hey, we went here to be happy, we didn't went here to discuss marriage! so cut the crap and let's make a memories in this place" I stand up but he held me back to the place where I sit, holding my waist and grabbing me back down.

"I don't need this place to be happy kath, all I need is your voice and your presence and that completes my day" as if on cue his left hand is trailing down to my arms and the other is on my face, we are inches apart that I can smell his apple breath. He pull me close to him, his lips touches mine and without any second we kissed and completely lost our world.

He roll over without breaking the kiss, so he is now on top of me, his hands are on my back like his trying to protect me from any insects that may cruel to my body. He didn't put all his weight to me so no need to feel heavy body.

He was the first one to pull out the kiss and he rested on my side, he then pull me closer and put my hand to his body like I was hugging him.

"if you're not in that stupid guy kathrine, I would do everything just to be your boyfriend but unfortunately I was too late to have you now, so all I can do is to be your friend but not with benefits okay? what happened a while ago is just an accident, believe me" I hug him and pull myself closer to him, I really wanted to tell arthur that cedi isn't my man that I am nothing to him but I can't tell arthur what's the reason behind the live in thingy.

"yeah I guess" the only words I utter.

we spent the day giving each other a jokes, playing around and of course making me happy in his side. That's the thing he won't forget to do if I spent time with him, he always makes sure that we will end the day with a lot of happy memories.

we're on our way home when cedi call me. And wanted to see and talk to me. Maybe he got the balls now to explain those things he didn't say last time. And I hope that it will end something new or we will end still in each others arm. Arthur send me to back to cedi's apartment and say goodbye before he head to his home.

so how does it sounds for you?
what will you do if you're in kathrine's situation?

I really need to refresh my mind a little :-)