Sexmate ( COMPLETE)

chapter 39

After the check up I went back to my house and rest. I feel so dizzy walking every where in the City. I went to the shower and let my body soak in wet.

"hey kath! do you want water or tea?" jenica asked, she wanted to cook for me because I wasn't feeling good so I let her take my kitchen.

"anything!" I shouted back. It feels good in the water,my body is too hot to get out from this tub. I didn't realize I fell asleep in the tub.

I wake up at my bed with my clothes on, did jenica take me here? she can't carry me, im too heavy for her. A knock from the door wake my senses. I was about get up from my bed when the door opened on its own.

"hey honey" Arthur greeted me bringing a tray of food. I smiled to him and kissed his cheeks after he put down the tray in front of me.

"was that a thank you?" he asked sitting beside me

"think of it as a..." I look around to see what time is it but unfortunately my clock is in the sala.

"it's night honey" he lean and kissed me "jenica called me this afternoon and tell me that you sleep in the tub and she can't carry you so I came here and do it but she was the one who changed your clothes" he smiled, I felt relieved that it was jenica because if it was Arthur I don't know what will be my reaction.

he's my boyfriend yes but we did not make love ever since the story of us began. He respects me too much and I don't know if he knew that I wasn't a virgin anymore. I'm afraid to tell it to him that I just let myself give in to Cedi. I'm afraid that he will leave me if he'll knew my story.

"and oh by the way the result of your medication is here, they sent it here around 4pm" he handed me the white envelope I opened it and read the result.

wait did I read it properly? or I feel dizzy again? this couldn't be! no, not!

"honey what's the result? why you look so pale?" Arthur's voice was worried. He get my hands and squeeze it " hey what's happening?"

"will you give me a moment?" I asked walking into the bathroom. What will I do? How will I tell it to them? how will I explain to Arthur? will he accept me? will Cedi do? what will I do to this child in my womb?

yes I am pregnant it's been three weeks and a half and this is also the reason why I feel dizziness all the time and throwing up whenever I smell bad scents. I don't know where to start. I don't know how to end. I don't know if I want this or end it's life. Why do I need to face a consequence like this? why do I need to bare a problem as big as this.

"hey honey are you alright? are you still there? answer me" Arthur was knocking on my door

"yeah I'm fine I just need to pee" I lied, I put the paper in the cabinet and face myself in the mirror. I can do this I said to myself.

I went out to see Arthur waiting for me in the bed. He's eyes were on the ceiling, he's tired and look exhausted. I don't want him to get into trouble just because of me, I need to face this alone.

the next day I decided to go to Cedi and tell him that I am pregnant and he's the father, he can't say no to this,right? I have the papers and Arthur didn't touch me since in the beginning. So I walk out of my comfort zone and walk to his apartment I was half way ahead when I feel a little dizzy and my whole earth is about to turn upside down so I decided to cancel it and just text to him.

"we need to talk, I have something to tell you" sent. I wrote another message when I didn't receive any reply from him after thirty minutes

"I'm pregnant and your the father, Arthur didn't touch me the whole period of our relationship so I know it was you who own this child" sent. I waited for him to reply but no he didn't, maybe he was busy and can't read my messages. I can wait till tomorrow so I went to sleep thinking he's busy.

early in the morning I went to the bathroom to wash my face but then I remember I was waiting for his reply so I went back to my bed and grab my phone reading his messages.

"are you sure it's mine?"
" I did used contraceptive when I used you, we're too safe to have a child" I didn't get washed my face because my tears did it, I cry hard reading his messages. I know he is the father of my baby, I've never love a man as much as I love him.

I decided to settle it down and went to his apartment. He needs to know my situation and the entire story! I need to see him and let him choose and if he won't accept the baby I can take care of this child alone. With or without him. I knock on his door hard enough for him to hear it I almost ruin his door by knocking so hard instead of seeing him I saw Elli opened the door for me.

"is Cedi around?" i asked hoping I can talked to him

"no, he's on his work, he's handling another case right now" I nodded in response " do you want to wait for him?"

"did he tell you what time he'll come back?" I looked at my watch and back at her

"no" she replied

"oh okay, kindly please tell him that I went here" I turn my heels and head down to the city.

ring ring

"hey honey, where are you? aren't you going to work today?"

"maybe tomorrow I guess, I'll just need to roam around the city to clear up my mind" said in excuse.
"don't you want me to get you?" he asked worried

"no need hon"

"okay, bye then" he hung up. I felt guilty because I lied and I didn't told him my current situation, he should be the first one to know because he's my boyfriend but I didn't instead I hide it from him. I don't know what will be his reaction about this but I am determined to let Cedi know about us.

After three days of calling him, there were still no sign of Cedi Iharra in my phone guess no luck, I did tried to call him but he wouldn't answer even in messages he wouldn't replied until the last time I called him it became out of coverage area maybe it's time for Arthur to know it's either now or never.

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will she abort the baby?
find out in the next chapter.

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