Sexmate ( COMPLETE)

Chapter 45

kathrine's POV

i don't know what to feel after Arthur told me what Cedi had been saying. I don't know if i should blame myself for not trusting Cedi that much or blame Elli for getting us in this situation or maybe it's Cedi who can't decide. Why do i need to be in this kind of life, this whole fucking situation? Why do i need to feel this way? Arthur told me about what he said to Cedi and he said was final. i don't know if i should be happy because he choose to protect us or be sad because he didn't hear me out. He let me have my thoughts and leave me in his library but my thoughts wandered everywhere it didn't stay at it's place so i decided to go out and face my friends whose been waiting for me in a period of time.

"what's with the long face?" jenica ask when i arrive at the living area, i shrugged and keep myself intact and composed. i made sure that i still look the same when i got out but unfortunately i can't hide anything to jenica. she went beside me and look closer to my face. "now, now, now i may know you in a short span of friendship but you can't hide anything from me" i was about to tell her to shut up but unfortunately everyone's eyes were on mine.

"is this about the father?" matthew asked. i nodded and all of them came near me and comforted me with their words.

"you know we will be here to support you, right?" nicky said rubbing my back. i still answered her with my nod but this time my tears were running down to my cheecks. I can't stop it anymore.

"do you want to share it with us?" mon-mon said, his voice were filled with concern but deep down was an anger of a friend. i shake my head and just let my tears do the talking, my problem and i'll solve it on my own. They don't need to be in between i'm matured enough to handle my fight and solve it without a war.

Everyone was quite no one dared to talk or made a conversation, their eyes were on range like it's ready to be in fire suddenly the buzzer buzz. I let one of our maids get it for us. A moment later our door went open and it reveals us Cedi with his worried face. Everyone turns their attention to him. No one breaks our contact when Arthur walked down the stairs. I feel the tension filled the living room even the drop of a pin will be heard. i almost thought that we all hold our breaths. We all waited for the two boys to talked but i guess they're already did through reading their minds. Suddenly Arthur came to my front and blocked my sight towards Cedi.

"jen, nick can you please bring kath to her room, i and Cedi need to talk and this talking will be exclusive only for the boys" jenica hold my left arm while nicky was on my right.

"you can't do this Art, I want to hear every single word he said" i said pulling my arms back to me. Arthur looked at me i was taken aback when i saw his eyes were in bloodshot. His nose were red and his hands were in balled already. Did he cried all this time?

"you want to listen? you want know what really happens? okay, i won't insist to get you away from this" his voice were hard like a stone, his eyes never leaves mine. "now talk Ced or forever close your mouth"

"i want my family back" all of us looked shocked at his statement but i think arthur was expecting this to happened he never moved his eyes away from Cedi, he stood still on his ground. My friend stiff when they heard what Cedi wanted and what he was doing here.

"we talked this over, right? but if you want.." Cedi cut arthur at the middle of his talking

"I'm not talking to you! i was talking to her!" Cedi pointed me and without hesitation Arthur punched Cedi directly to his face.

"i told you stay away from her or even to our child!" arthur's voice rise in the house. it was loud and clear.

"it's mine arthur, i was the one who made it! it's my blood running down the child's veins!" Cedi fired back.

"it was you who made it and it was also your fault why you can't have them!" Arthur shouted back. A punched was throw on Arthur's face luckily he ducked when he saw it coming. They throw punches to each other the boys tried to hold them both but they're strength made them slip away to the boys holds.

"kath please hear me out" Cedi looked at me pleading.

"kath, don't he got his chances but he let it slip away" Arthur said

"i didn't know you were pregnant"

"because your fucking girlfriend did everything to cover it up" Cedi looked at Arthur's eyes but he went his focus again back to mine.

"i promise i'll make it up to you" Cedi spoke

"with Elli around?" Matthew butted in

"stay out of this dude, this is my problem" Cedi said making his way to me

"i tried but seeing kathrine in your arms while Elli is around? it's too much to endure Ced, you're nothing but a selfish moron, you know i like her from the start but you want me to keep my distant and now look what you had done! you just ruined her life and worst you even doesn't give a fuck" Cedi was about to punch matthew but kenneth drag him out. At first he insist but kenneth told him that he needs to wait for my words and what will be my decision. Arthur went to me and hugged me tight while the rest made their way to the chairs.

guess it was a hard time for us all, after the revelations and the live match i don't think we all had the energy to see another one. I was shocked when Matthew confessed his feelings that he had been keeping for too long. i didn't realize it, i didn't even feel it or maybe i was too numb to see it because i was too focus to Cedi and can't have my own life. Jenica handed me a glass of water and let me sit on a comfy chair. Arthur went to our room and lock himself, matthew stood at the door step watching kenneth and Cedi's move, he said Cedi might made another wrong choice and barge in in the house. Mon-mon seated next to me squeezing my hands because they said i turned pale after the incident. Nicky seated to the chair next to mon-mon and just observed the surroundings.

it took me two weeks to decide whether to stay at Arthur or to hear Cedi's explanations. After the incident Arthur and I decided that i should to go out of town to clear up my mind and to balance everything. I was out of focus when i stayed there for a days that's why it was a big help when i came back to my hometown which is Iligan City.

when my mom first saw me she was shocked and happy at the same time. I didn't tell her that i was coming home i wanted to surprise her. She was happy that i decided to visit her and made a wonderful moments with her but she was also sad at the same time when i told her what was my real reason why i came back. She gives me advice and let me think over and over again without making the baby suffer but my time with her came to an end when i came back here in manila, she was sad she said she wanted to be with me when i give birth to her grandson but i told her that i'll make sure to get here at the month that i give birth. Now that i'm back i need to settle things and decide what is right and think what is good.

"how was your vacation?" Arthur asked when i arrived at the house.

"it was great but there are lots of drama happened when i came" i said taking of my jacket.

"you need to rest, it's not good for the baby to get stressed and tomorrow is your prenatal so you need to gain more strength" arthur said guiding my way up to the room. i rested whole day and never dared to go out of the room. i also told the maids that i won't accept any visitors as of the moment so that nothing can bother my mind. I was with Arthur all the time, laughing and talking about our lives, we stay out of the topic about Cedi and just talked about us.

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