Sexmate ( COMPLETE)

chapter 22

I couldn't understand myself yesterday I don't like Arthur and now here I am crying like a baby just because I saw him with another woman. How creepy isn't it? My heart wanted two person in every beat. I look like an octopus now three hearts in one person but unfortunately I do have one heart that beats for two. I don't want to be like eli or end up like her.I don't know which is true and which is not. I don't know if it's love or infatuation. Where to go now? I can't decide I need to see Cedi and wait for what will happen next because I might lose the right one and choose the wrong person. I ain't gonna risk with that.

"you're over thinking again darling" I was now in the middle of nowhere with Arthur. After what happened last time I didn't talk to him neither made an attention towards him. Get cold fuck boy!

I slumped my head on the window of the car and close my eyes. I'm tired and frustrated at the same time. I feel like I have the whole earth in my back, I need a massage right now. oh please God remove this stress right now. The travel to hotel was like the way to mall so slow the time flies fast but the car moves slow, how cruel it is so I decided to put my eyes some rest.

'hey how are you baby' I said as I went back home to the Philippines. Cedi was in the airport waiting for me. I hugged him tight but released myself when I saw a pregnant woman at his back.

'who is she?' I said looking at the girl that was tugging Cedi's shirt

'uh, she's eli kath and that child in her womb is our baby' I was shocked and step back when he said it. it can't be happened, I knew Cedi love me and he will be loving me till death but who is this girl taking away my script in Cedi's life? I want to kick her but I couldn't because she's pregnant.

'i worked hard Cedi for our future but you!... you lied and betrayed me! you look for someone else, am I not enough for you?' I shouted to him, he block my sight of eli. Did he just protect her away from me? He knows I ain't capable of hurting someone but what he just did was to step on me. On my EGO! I went to grab the girl but I was stop to what he said.

'kath there's was no us, we just made a deal. you can be my sex mate and nothing matters, that's all' they walked away from me, they left me even Arthur did. They just left me all of them! I cried hard, my tears were running down my cheeks.

I feel someone's arm wrapped me and wipe away my tears.
"shhhh, it's alright darling, I'm here it's just a bad dream okay." it was Arthur's voice. I opened my eyes and saw him rocking his body with me like he had a child in his hands. I snuggle closer to him and return the hug.

I hope it was just a dream. I don't know what to do if it really happened to me. I can't afford losing the people I love. My eyes were wet, I cried in my sleep. Arthur was with me when I wake up, does it mean he cares for me or that was just his only option?

"want a drink?" he asked still rocking his body. I nodded in response so he pull out the hug and made his way to his mini kitchen. I was in his room, so I guess I fell asleep when we travel back here.

He went back to his room and give me a glass of milk. He didn't asked what is my dream or what happened to us a few hours ago, he was just staring at me as I drink my milk. I guess he knew I that I don't want to talk about it. I put down the glass in the side table and stared on the wall in front me.

"go back to sleep now,okay? you don't need to go to your room."

"then where are you going to sleep?" I turn my head to asked him

"in the sala" I opened my mouth to cut him but he insists "I can fit in on the sofa, don't worry"

I shook my head "you can stay here with me, we can share your king size bed right?" his eyes widen and he just nodded in disbelief. I lay down first and then he went next.

"wanna hug? you know to scare your bad dream away" I nodded and wrap my arms to him. He went closer to me and sniffed my hair before he closes his eyes.

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