today will be the day that Arthur will find out my pregnancy. I am too nervous and scared of the result of saying this to him but I need to. But before I did I saw an advertisement on the tv and I swear to God I couldn't help myself and I drink a bottle of beer. I don't know what runs in my mind why I did it maybe because of the nervousness I feel.
"hey hon, I never knew you'll drink" he kissed my cheek and suit himself beside me. I gulp hard when my heart beat became fast like it was going to explode. "tell me what happened?"
at first I tried to change the subject and make fun of myself telling him my past, I think he just go with the flow, I stop talking when a tear slip out in my eye. I couldn't hide it anymore I cry hard and hugged him. I bore my face into his shoulder and him rubbing my back and trying to comfort me.
"now, now honey tell me and I promise I won't get angry or even hurt you" he's trying to calm me and talk sweet words into my ears.
"I.. I... please don't be mad at me Art" I plead
"I promise" putting his one hand up
I controlled my tears and try to stop myself from crying, I took a deep breath and exhaled it as big as I inhaled the air.
"I.. I'm....." I mumble
"come on tell me" he rubbed my arms up and down
"pregnant" there I said it though it was cut, I waited for his shout and his hands that will slap me but no he didn't do it. He hugged me and kissed my forehead. "you should be mad at me art! you're not the father of the baby!" I shouted
"I know" he said smiling
"then why are you happy? how come you're not affected to this?" I pointed my stomach who has now having a big baby inside.
"because I knew you would tell me and you wouldn't lie to me and get an abortion" he said looking down at my stomach
"you don't want me to abort this?" I asked in confusion
"why should I? it's a blessing! we should keep it" he said smiling at me " does Cedi know about this?"
I nodded saying yes to him "what did he tell you?""he says nothing, he wouldn't answer my calls and text, I went to his house but his not there and the last time I called him his out of coverage" I lowered my head in shame.
"you don't need to force the baby to him, I can be the baby's dad" he said looking at my eyes
"how about your family? what will you say to them?"
"I'll tell them it's my child,they'll love the baby hon, I promise" as he said the words I felt happiness and valued, being love and being keep. He really keep his words like what he said, if he was on Cedi's shoes.
Arthur didn't left me alone in my apartment, he want to be with me wherever I go and whatever I will do,he stays at my side every prenatal, He secures my wants and needs, he became my partner in everything even in throwing tantrums he was there. He makes me feel comfortable at everything and with him I forgot Cedi was the father of the baby.
"honey? I'll be out okay, your yogurt is out of stock in the fridge, I need to buy again. will you be okay here? alone?" he sounds worried, I just nodded to him concentrating on the t.v. "come on answer me hon" I looked to him and smile.
"yeah, I can handle myself" I said with a puppy eyes instead of going out he went to me and carry me bridal style and turn off the tv." where are we going?" I asked him
"I'll take you with me,I don't know what will happened to you if I'll left you here alone" he put me on the passenger seat and he went to the driver's seat. I looked to him and giggle.
"what's wrong?" he asked as he starts the engine.
"your so sweet hon and I can't help myself from getting attached to you, you always makes me feel happy and makes me love you even more" I said smiling.
he drove all the way to the grocery store and picked up my favorite foods. All the things that I need and wanted, he list them all in a one-forth sheet of paper. It happened that I need to go to Cr that means he can't be with me so he said that he'll wait for me in the counter. After I used the comfort room I washed my hands and dried it suddenly my phone beeps it indicates a message guess Arthur can't wait too long.
kath sorry, there's a side of my heart saying that the child is mine because yeah we made love or let us say sex but it happened when you are in my apartment, how about the night you left me and you went back to your apartment? how can you be so sure that the child is mine?
I'm willing to support but as a friend and by the way I'll change my number so if you need anything just tell my friends and they'll tell it to me.
from: Cedi
I did not cry after reading his message, I'm through with him, I can take care of myself and the baby and if Arthur will leave me I have enough savings for us. I can go to work after giving birth so I know I can do it. I walked to where Arthur is and saw his big smile when he saw me walking at his direction.
"whoa,what took you so long?" he said checking up on me
"he texted me" I give him my phone and let him read it
"I told you I'll take care of you and our baby, the baby doesn't need him anymore so do you" I hold his hands and put it in my heart.
"I know, I didn't text him, he was the one who texted me" I said seeing him calm makes me feel better. His face adjusted and back to normal mood.
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