I feel that I have been in a hazy slumber.Going through the emotions of life,
losing track of the days that pass by.
I feel like I talk to myself so many times in a day because no one hears me when I speak to them.
I feel like I do so many things but yet I never get anything done.
Every night I think,
What can I do to not feel invisible?
To not feel like I'm a ghost who just wanders around and can't be seen or heard.
To not feel like my life is the vast endless universe and I'm just a speck of dust. When everyone else are the beautiful bright starts or planets.
As I get older I'm yearning for something more.
I want meaning in my life.
Meaning in my creations.
Meaning in my voice.
I feel like I get caught up in everything.
Caught up in a bad state of mind and forget.But it seems like I can't be heard no matter what.
Unheard,
Invisible,
and
Lost
Just like I've always been.

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Element Fairies
FantasyI'm the kind of girl who keeps her own secrets. I'm in high school and I still believe fairies....because I believe I am one. I've never had REAL magic but I can control wind spirit, and speak to her. Others believed along with me...but they always...