Element Fairies

No one Knows

I arrived home and I set my bag next to the door. As soon as I sit down I get directions from my aunt to start my chores.
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"Can I rest for just a couple-"

"No you can do it now." She said as she grabbed a bottle from the fridge. I sigh and get up. My body doesn't want to do anything else after school. I'm too tired but, if I try to say anything my family will just say I'm lazy.

'They don't know what I go through everyday.' I thought as I washed the dishes. 'They don't know what it's like to be me. To not say a word most of the day. To be alone most of the day.' I finished the dishes and go to the couch to put away the mountain of things.

"Um. There's still dishes here." My aunt said. I look over to see glasses on the side.

"They weren't in the sink so how was I supposed to know?" I mumbled to myself. After I finish I sit down.

"Clean the table."

I sighed and spoke out. "Why can't my brother do it when he comes back from karate?!"

"He's not here and you're a girl. Your supposed to clean." She left to our room.

'Then why don't you clean?!' I really wanted to yell out but my dad had told me last year not to do that. 'All you do is put the plates in the sink and put everything from the floor onto the couch.'

I finally finished cleaning and I checked my phone.

'No she can't come over today.' My mom sent.

'Ok.'

All I ever do is nothing anyways. I texted Hayley about it. She didn't respond.

I watched YouTube videos on my phone. One of my favorite YouTuber was gone on a trip for a few weeks so I was disappointed when there were still no videos.

The other videos made me smile though. This is the time of day when I'm actually happy. They are what make laugh and smile. I feel normal when I watch them.

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Tears were rolling down my face.

All because I didn't want to go to a party.

My parents should know by now that I hate parties. It's been nothing but parties almost everyday!

I HATE THEM!

I hate going because I have no one to talk to! I hate going because I'm always alone!

But I'm always like that anyways.

I should be used to it but I'm not.

My mom asked my aunt a question. "You're going out at ten right?"

"Yeah."

"Can you take Candace to the party later then?"

"Sure."

My mom left and I stayed crying. But I could tell my aunt wasn't happy.

"Gosh I don't see why you couldn't go now. Honestly what's so bad about parties?" She walked into our room.

I stopped crying. But I couldn't help but feel anger.

'They don't know! They don't know! They don't know what it's like to be alone all the time! They have friends! My brother can make friends easily if he doesn't know anyone! My sister has friends. And My parents have their friends all the time no matter what!'

'I HAVE NO ONE!' My dog walked up to me. His brown fur rubbed off onto my jeans. I petted him.

'You're the only one that I have here.....I can't loose you....not like I lost them...'

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Here I was....at this party.

The only thing I enjoy is breaking the piñata. But I haven't had the chance in a long time. I'm getting older and that means I have less of a chance to break it.

Since the kids are mainly 3 or 5 I got the chance. I forbid my brother since he broke my own piñata at my birthday last year.

"Come on Candance! Break it!" My mom yelled while she was recording.

'Ugh. Stop it with your Snapchat for once.' I thought.

I took the stick and gripped it tightly. This is the only way to get rid of my anger. "AGH!" I whacked the piñata making it go high up into the air.

'THEY DONT KNOW!' I hit it again making a cone fly off.

'I WANT TO BE NORMAL!' I missed but I kept swinging.

'I WISH I DIDN'T HAVE THESE POWERS! EVERYTHING WOULD BE PERFECT IF I NEVER HAD THEM!'

I threw my arms towards the object and I broke the piñata in half. I got showered with candies. And I closed my eyes.

I felt relieved.

I felt better.

I felt like I had no problems....

when in reality I had too many.