The White Rose Association

Preface

I think, I think when it's all over it just comes back in flashes.

You know?

It's like a kaleidoscope of memories, but it just comes back.

But he never does.

I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happened.

It's not really anything he said or anything he did, it was the feeling that came along with it.

And crazy thing is that I don't know if I'm ever going to feel that way again, but I don't know if I should.

I knew this world moved too fast and burned too bright.

But I just thought:

"How can the devil be pulling you towards someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you?"

Maybe he knew that when he saw me.

I guess I just lost my balance.

I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him.

It was losing me.

I don't know If you know who you are 

Until you lose who you are.

-Taylor Swift-

(Quote from "I knew you were Trouble" from album "Red")