I ONLY HAVE To Laugh

" Boomerang" Part 22

It has been awhile since I have written anything as you know I am only inspired by doom and gloom. I am so blissfully happy that I have not even thought about writing, but I thought it would be nice to memorialize this update.

Last time, I wrote about meeting that "Guy" and he is still wonderful to me, I get some back lash for falling so hard so soon, but as you know you can't help who you Love. This is not about him, this is about Mr. Man since he has left me he his world has come crashing down, I am not happy about that I certainly do not wish him harm. There was a time that I envisioned kicking his ass or wishing the world would collapse and the earth would swallow him but not anymore. He is so pitiful it is disgusting. As soon as he found out I was seeing someone he suddenly had feelings. First, he blamed me for everything one drunken night he called me and said everything was my fault because I was so controlling and mean. Well, of course I did not say anything and simply responded with a well written rebuttal and basically said if I was controlling it was because he did not have the balls to be a man. Oh, well that ignited a series of hateful text to me that I simply did not respond, and this happened in December. Then, he began making random visits to my house, mowing my lawn and waiting for me to come out, of course I stayed in my room. Every now and then he would get lucky to speak two words to me as he hounded me as I got home from work, but overall I kept away from him. About 3 weeks ago he told me that he is sick was practically in tears in my kitchen that he may have some heart problems and has been busy with medical check-up and of course told me I am the Love of his life, he will never love anyone like me but he understands I moved on. Well, I told him heart disease is not a death sentence and of course with the proper medical care he could live a long life. I also told him that I cared for him as the father of my children and to keep me posted on whatever happens, then I suggested that he reach out to his family. On Valentine's weekend I went out with my guy to the famous casino rented a room, went to dinner and then to the bar to have a few drinks, play keno and do some dancing. I am sitting there with my guy having a drink and you know the feeling you have when someone is staring at you? Yeah, that's how I felt so I turn around and of course there is Mr. Man, saying my name, I look at my guy and said oh look here is Mr. Man and introduced them and simply turned back around and started drinking my drink. Mr. Man looked devastated almost to tears, just bad. My guy said, I thought you said he was good looking and I said he was but he just looks so bad, unruly and miserable. Well, my guy and I continued on with are night, we did not dwell on it, talk about it, we just continued to have a great time. About 1:15 am I received a text from Mr. Man stating he was ok with me but please respect the house and don't let him spend the night. Really??? Now that did piss me off, but little does Mr. Man know he is too late, I did not respond. The next day after my wonderful weekend was over I did send a simple text stating, I was not disrespectful and he has no right to say anything to me. Of course no response. Now, on Valentine's day I receive a text saying, I hope you have a "Happy Valentine's" I want to say I am sorry for all the pain and suffering I caused, I feel the need to have to apologize and ask for your forgiveness you deserve all the happiness in the world. I did not respond, all I have to say is Boomerang. Karma has certainly circled back. I only have to laugh.

By Funnybreakup