Save me

Chapter 12 - Not about you

~Daisy's P.O.V~

It was the weekend, finally. I love the weekend. It finally gives me a break from the stress of Lewis. I sat down on my bed, wearing my baggy black jumper and black leggings. Most of my clothes are either too big or too small for me, usually black or at least a dark colour. I pulled my phone from off my desk and scrolled through my photos. Most of them were pictures from back when we were a group, when we would have little get-togethers and talk about death and innapropriate things. I miss them. Cherry and Daniel... they just hang out on their own now. Skylar, god knows where she is, she moved somewhere else. And Lewis... So distraught by his sister's death that he's taking it out on anyone that gets in his path. But then I smiled at the pictures me and Ben took. He's so cute, kind, nice, friendly, not afraid to be honest and a bit stern. I love him, honestly, in a friend way. Or maybe not in a friend way. I don't know. I yelped as my phone made a noise. Turns out it's just Ben texting me.

'Want to come over mine? I'm bored and scared. Too many creepypastas for one night.' I smiled and put on my brown fluffy boots and dark red beanie before replying.

'Of course, I'll be right there!'

It was a long walk but eventually I got there, numb with cold. I knocked on the door and waited, shuffling my feet around a bit, shivering, patiently waiting. After about thirty seconds the door opened, and there stood the little cinnamon roll that is my best friend. We stood silently for a while before he leaned against the doorway.

"Are you going to hug me or what?" Ben chuckled and I immidiately wrapped my arms around him with no hesitation.

"Hiiii." I said, burrying my head into his chest. He stiffened and I knew he was a blushing mess. Ah, I really hope Cherry was right about his feelings.

"Hey Dais." He murmered, eventually hugging me back. We just stood there, too cold to let go.

"Ah, lovebirds." I heard a voice from behind Ben and looked to see that red-head that I use to call my friend. We let go of each other and walked inside. I kicked off my shoes and walked into the living room, flopping on the sofa. Ben ran in and sat next to me, passing a piece of paper and sketch pencils. I began drawing the normal gorey bunnies.

"Listen... You said that little girl was 'LB'." I sighed at Ben's comment and put my pencil down. "Lily Brookwin. Haven't you made the match yet?" I never thought about that. Lily Brookwin, Lewis's dead sister.

"N-No... it can't be... Static- she can't be." I shook my head.

"Yes, well... There's more evidence, I can show you if you w-" Suddenly from my bag came a voice. A staticy voice.

"D͏͓̤̫͔̫0̷̤̺n͝'҉̲̬͇t̵͍̠̗̮̖ ̶̱̘t̯̲̜̫ͅa͖̺ͅl̯̱̝̘k̪͖͠ ҉͍̱̭͇̬̯ab̻̲̹͠0̢̘̯u͚̝̺̹̤t̳ ̛̣̩̦m̬̯̘̹̘̘e̛̲̳ ̕l̙͍̟̥̮̤̳͝i̘̳͙͔͓͈͜ͅḱ̪̜̟̞̲e̼ ̞͖͍͉͉́I͎̟̤͉̬̼'͓̞̘͖̯̱͓m̭͞ ͓̼͍͙̖̳͠n͚͔0͚̥̠̤̰̻ͅt̢͈̲͇ ̖͖̹̰h̪̦̞̙͈̠͕eͅr̪̦̠̦̬̭e̲͕̮̳̖." It gave me shudders and I pulled the portable raidio out of my bag. I swear I never put it in there. I turned to Ben who was wide-eyed in shock.

"W-What? I-Is that Static?..." He just stared at the radio. I lay my head on his shoulder, my way of telling him that everything will be okay, and he nodded.

"Ḿy̡ p͘ast ͜i͢s ̛n҉0ne̸ of̢ ͘y͡0͟ur͡ ̵buis̸nes͏s." I nodded, and shoved the raidio back in my bag, still with my head on Ben's shoulder.

"Guys, guys, will you just kiss already?" I looked to the doorway to see Cherry smiling at us. I took my head off his shoulder and glared at her.

"We're not in a relationship. Honestly, can I just be friends with a boy for once in my life?" I snapped.

"No, I'm afraid you can't, because this is my life and I'm allowed to ship whoever I want to." Cherry said, her cheary voice gone, replaced with a sterness that I had never heard before.

"Well, keep your ships to yourself, especially if their never going to happen." Ben stood up and threw his notepad to the ground, before running off, down the hall and upstairs.

"Now look what you've done!" Cherry ran upstairs after her sister and I sat there, completly shell shocked. I just upsetted my best friend, the only friend I can trust. And I upsetted him. Why did he have to have feelings for me? I put my stuff back into my bag and slipped on my boots. I walked out the door, closing it pretty loudly behind me. I sat on their porch for a while, just waiting. I heard a muffled voice from my bag. I sighed.

"Go away static." Reluctantly, when the muffling wouldn't stop, I pulled the raidio out of my bag.

"Go̢ ̡say͘ ͜so̡r̀ry to hi͞m.̕ ͞T͝ell͘ ͠h̶im͏ ̨you̶ l͢ove͟ ͝h̴i̷m. ̧H́ug͠ ͘h͠im̵ ̕and ̵d͟o͜n̴'̧t l̶et go͏.̕ ̀Yo̢u n͠eve͢r̛ ͏k̀ńow̴, ̢t͏hi̴s͡ ̕c̴oùl̨d b҉e͟ ͠th͠e͏ las̸t͢ time͞ ͟you ̢eve͜ŗ ͢s̶ee ͢hìm, ̧y͢où ̵ḑon't̀ ͠wan̷t͠ ̕to ͞e͝ņd ̛it ou҉t͏ ͘on ͠a l̸ow.̡" I had tears in my eyes. I needed to apologize. But I just couldn't. So I just sat there, waiting, as snow started to gently drift down and line the ground and the trees.