tao (suspensful)

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by btstingzzz

by btstingzzz

(this does have mention of selfharm so if you dont like that dont read.)

hanna pov

i was sitting on my couch all alone. my boyfriend, tao, was "at practice". i missed him. i havent seen him since he got home from practice at 1:00 in the morning and then left at 6:00. i just want him here in my arms. i think he's cheating but i dont want to just jump to that. but i dont know at this point. i love tao to death and weve been together since about 8th grade. but if hes fallen for someone else i guess i will have to too. *click* *click* *click* steps approached my front door. i heard two voices tao's and idk who else. i hear keys clang together as tao messed with his keys. i got up and ran upstairs. i put on one of taos sweatshirts and layed in bed. step came up the stairs and stopped at my door. the door handle turned and tao came in. i shuffled down more so he couldnt see me. he sat down on the bed and laid back. i slowly came back up. "baby?" my voice was shaky. " hey." he was bland and sad. "what up with you?" i asked still nervous as ever. "nothing okay?" i got up and walked out. "baby!" he yelled. i walked into the bathroom and locked the door. i slammed myself against the wall. i didnt want to do this anymore. but i still love tao. he started banging on the door. i didnt answer. "hanna, ill be right back dont do anything stupid."he said as he walked away. you know what? fuck him. i grabbed the rasor and slashed my wrists. i opened the door. "fuck you tao." then i collapsed

(2 weeks later)

*beep* *beep* *beep*

i woke up in an all white room. i looked over to my side and saw a blonde headed tao right beside me. "tao." i whispered. he shot up and hugged me. "your awake!!!!" he cried. tears fell down his face. "what happened?" i asked. "hanna you cut yourself." my eyes widend. "why would i do that? i have everything in life ive ever wanted." i was panicking. "we got in an argument. it was really nothing." i believed him. a doctor walked in. "hello hanna,im your doctor you have been in a coma for 2 weeks now your boyfriend has been taking care of you." wow. "when can i go home?" i asked hoping he would say today. "soon." wow... thanks for an answer.

(2 days later)

i can finally go home. tao stayed with me the whole time. shocked he didnt have to go to practice. i rolled my eyes at myself and then got into the car. 10 minutes later we were finally home. i walked to the bathroom to see a bloody sweatshirt and a rasor blade on the ground. one single tear fell from my eye as i remeber what happened that night. "hey tao?" i yelled. he ran down the stairs. "yes baby?" i was about to ask him. "were you cheating on me?" his eyes widend. "uhh baby why would i do that." i rolled my eyes. "cut the shit tao. why were you at practice for so long?" his face softend.

"you know im going back to exo i had to practice every single dance i missed." my face got red. "well shit, im sorry baby." he smiled. "its okay, i understand why you would think that." he slowly picked up his sweatshirt and gave it to me. "i want you to never clean this." i cocked up my eyebrow. "why?" i asked. "because everytime i see this i want it show how much of a dumbass you are and just how much i love you." i giggled. "well i love you too." he picked me up and threw me over his shoulder. i laughed.

he carried me to our small but big kitchen and sat me down on the counter. "im hungry." he reached into the freezer and pulled out ice cream. "hell yea." he laughed. he pulled off the cap to the 1 gallon ice cream container and pulled out a spoon. "gimme." i said like a 2 year old kid. "do aegyo for me and i will." i puffed my cheeks and put my index finger on my cheek. "awe how cute." he scooped up some ice cream and shovede it into my mouth. i hopped down and slowly walked up the glass staircase. i walked into the bathroom and stripped off my clothes and got into the bath. i played soft music. i heard tao come up the stairs...

HAHAHAHAHA THY SHALL NOT KNOW WHAT HAPPENS NEXT. SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING IN A AWHILE I LOVE EVERY SINGLE FUCKING ONE OF YOU <3