Bungou Stray Dogs x Reader Oneshots

Dazai x Reader | What's With My Heart?

Requested by _faithmarchella_

To be honest, I'm not sure if this is what you wanted😕 please, let me know your opinion after you read this!

A/N: C/N- city name

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The rain drops were falling on the roof and window creating a lot of noise. The world outside your cabinet looked grey and dull. You didn't mind, though. You liked rain. You liked watching drops fall on the window, you liked the sound of the rain, you liked its smell. When it was raining, you could look out of the window for hours and not get bored, but now your attention was concentrated on your new patient.

"So, Osamu-san, why are you here?" You asked

You were sitting in front of him in a chair with a pile of sheets and a pen on your knees, while Dazai was sitting on the couch in front of you. He was considering every millimeter of your cabinet closely, you didn't know why. Could it be, that he liked the interior?

"Kunikida, my colleague, made me come to you." Dazai answered "He thinks, I need help."

"Why does he think so?" You asked "Or why do you think, he thinks so?"

Dazai still wasn't looking at you, but on the picture on the wall and he seemed to be interested in it more, than in your conversation. You were about to ask him to look at you, but he spoke first.

"Why do you have such cute a picture of a cat on the wall?" He asked suddenly

"Why are you asking?" You were surprised

"Well, you're a psychiatrist, but your cabinet is so warm and cozy!" Dazai explained

"What did you think my cabinet would be like?" You asked "White walls, grey floor and you'll have to wear a straitjacket?"

"To be honest, yes." He answered

Finally, his brown orbs met yours and a soft smile appeared on his lips.

"Let's go back to our conversation." You said "Why did your colleague made you come to me?"

"It's because of my dream about committing suicide with a beautiful woman, I guess." Dazai said

You took a note about it. Dazai looked closely at all your movements.

"That's a strange dream." You said "How many attempts have you made so far?"

"I don't know." Dazai answered "I stopped counting after the twentieth attempt."

A shiver ran down your spine because of the horrifying number.

"Why do you want it?" You asked

"I'm just...not feeling like a human." He answered and looked out of the window

"What do you mean?" You asked "Tell me more about it."

Dazai looked at you again and you could see, that something like a memory flushed in front of his eyes.

"You see, (L/N)-san, I have a very complicated story." Dazai said looking you straight in the eyes "I can't tell you about it now. If I tell you my story, then I will not tell it to you as my psychiatrist, but as a friend."