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Chuuya x Reader | Blind, Deaf And Dumb

I'm a fool. Always have been, always will be. It may be a mistake, though I have no regrets for what I've done. I made the same mistake, which killed the wisest rulers, the bravest soldiers and the strongest men.

I fell in love with someone I can't have.

I'm blind.

I'm blind for I cannot see her flaws. She says, that she doesn't like her nose, which I would kiss every morning. She says, that she doesn't like her eyes, which capture me every time I look in them. She says, that she doesn't like her lips, which I think are as beautiful as a just bloomed rose. No matter what happens, what time is it, what date is today, I always think, that she's the most beautiful creature in this filthy word. Like sunshine makes all the darkness go away, she makes all of my sadness and tiredness go away.

I'm blind for I cannot see what is happening around us. When she gets into my sight, the whole world disappears and all that's left is her and me. She is my world. I sacrificed my whole existence to her only. Indeed a fool I am. Every night, we are together. I started loving the night, I feared in the childhood. Every night, I am able to kiss her hand, to give her flowers and to tell her everything I want her to know. But the mornings comes and I wake up. I wake up alone in a cold bed and all that's left is a bitter feeling in my chest: the understanding, that I can never have her.

I'm deaf.

I'm deaf for I cannot hear the words, that the whole universe is trying to explain me, though all I hear is a song of her voice. She's all that matters to me. She is my universe. There are no other galaxies, no other worlds to me. She is all my life. I cannot hear any advices, I cannot hear any wise words. She filled my heart. She pierced it like a throne of a beautiful rose and now I am suffering, yet no sorrow or regret fill my mind.

I'm deaf for all I hear is her voice. I want to listen to her voice all night long. I want all other sounds disappear and let her voice be the only sound left. I don't care if all of the songs, sounds, voices or noises would disappear, if her voice would be left. I want her to stay. I'll do everything for her. Wether I should rip my heart out or poison myself or kill thousands of men, I won't care if that's what she wants. Indeed a fool I am. Though, I cannot do anything with this love, that's burning my heart.

I'm dumb.

I'm dumb for my heart cannot understand, that it can never have hers. I am wondering in the dark, while she is walking in the light. I only see her, when we fight. What a cruel thing life is! The only way to see my love is through hate and war. War is our song and battlefield is our dance hall. Fighting is our passionate dance and stars are our witnesses. I'm dumb for I cannot understand if I exist in her thoughts like she exists in mine. She may love me not, but my only desire is to have a place in her life.

I'm dumb for I love her. She is a beautiful maiden, who is my savior from this pain. Seraphs in heaven may envy our love. Is it why they divided us on the different sides of life? How many nights have I been questioning the universe? What shall I do to make her mine? All I want is to hold her in my arms. All I want is to dance with her till dawn. All I want is to see her smile. She's all I want. Indeed a fool I am! For I keep falling for her more and more every time we meet, while the stars keep whispering in my ear to stop and forget.

I'm a fool. (Y/N)'s the queen. It has been said in so many tales and legends, that a fool cannot love a queen like the sun cannot love the moon or the spider cannot love the butterfly.

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