I'll never forgot you

Fun

Ari

I woke up at home, my arms around Ashton's waist and my head buried in his chest.

I rolled over and looked at the clock and hissed. It's only 3am.

"Why are you awake?" Ashton's groggy voice asked as his head rolled over to look at me.

I sat up, "sorry I didn't mean to wake you. I'm going to get some water." I smiled getting up and placing my feet on the cold floor.

He watched me warily as I walked out our bedroom door and across the hall past the boys bedroom heading to the tap. I grabbed a glass and filled it with water before hearing something behind me. My body snapped around quickly and my breathing quickened.

"Woah, it's me Ari." Luke said holding his hands up.

I clutched the side and smiled in relief.

"Who did you think I was?" He asked moving closer.

I shrugged, "dunno. Anyone I guess."

"Don't lie, you thought I was Jessie."

I bit my lip and picked up my drink walking to the kitchen door. I turned back to Luke and begged, "please don't tell Ashton, please?"

He just stared at me so I left walking into our bedroom closing the door as I walked back to bed to find Ashton wide awake now reading something off his phone.

I sat on the edge of the bed and huffed, "I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to wake you babe." I looked over my shoulder fiddling with my fingers and looking down again.

I felt the bed moving and Ashton's bare chest on my back. His hands were on my shoulders soon rubbing up and down my back as he left soft kisses where I had some bruises careful not to touch them.

"Stop," kiss "saying," kiss "sorry."

I smiled and nodded my head before Ashton pulled away from me and pulled me back with him. I let out a giggle before turning around and straddling his waist. He held my hips and looked up at me.

"How did I get so lucky?" He whispered.

I felt my cheeks redden, "what do you mean?" I looked behind me at the mirror seeing a simple reflection.

"You're the most beautiful girl in the world. I love you so much." He sat up and kissed me.

I smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck as he pulled my legs tighter around his waist. He flipped us over and kissed me deeper moving his hands around my waist.

"Ashton," I moaned softly as his lips attacked my collarbone leaving a love bite. "We should stop."

His head rose up and he looked at me as I panted from the loss of breath. "Because you don't want to or because your best friend and Luke are next door?" He rose an eyebrow.

"Luke is-" then he cut me off by kissing me and pulled my low cut top off.

"Don't worry, they don't care." He whispered kissing down my body.

//

I woke up with the light streaming through the window and the space next to me empty.

Memories from last night came flooding back and all I could do was smile. I looked down at myself wearing just one of Ashton's shirts. I smiled sitting up and walking to my draws pulling out a pair of high waisted jean shorts and a crop white top with panties and white trainer socks.

Now where's that little shit but my favourite bra? I looked around the bed and around the door. Where could it be? I opened my draws and found it lying above my jeans.

I picked it up and went to the mirror looking at myself when a pair of strong familiar arms wrapped around my waist and the most precious head appeared next to me in the mirror.

"You don't need a mirror to tell you what you look like," he whispered. "I can do that."

I laughed and turned around going on my tiptoes with help from Ashton's arm to reach his lips.

I pecked his lips before he laughed and shook his head swooping low and kissing me deeply. He lifted me up and placed me on the draws.

I pulled away and put a hand on his chest, "again? What's going on with you?" I asked smiling.

"I want to show my girlfriend how much I love her." He said his eyebrows furrowing together.

"I'm not complaining, it's just you were never like this before." I smiled pulling him closer by wrapping my legs around his waist.

"I never knew how much I loved you." He mumbled kissing me again and pulling my shirt off.

//

I was dressed and showered ready to head out with Michael and Gina. A sibling day.

"Hey," I smiled at Cassie who was making cereal.

"Hey Hun, how are you?" She asked putting the milk carton back in the fridge.

"I'm good thank you, you?"

"Perfect." She smiled giving me a banana. "Luke mentioned he saw you last night."

I looked up and then behind me to see Ashton, "yeah? She got some water." He commented.

"He also mentioned how jumpy you were, thinking jess was here." She said looking at me with concern.

Ashton walked over and looked between us, "wait. Is she serious?"

"One time I thought it could've been." I hissed.

"That's why you were up wasn't it? You had a bad dream?" Ashton pushed.

I bit my lip and shook my head standing up and walking to Michaels door about to knock when Ashton pulled my waist and pushed me into our room.

"I'm trying to see my brother!" I yelled.

"I'm trying to work out why you wouldn't tell me and now I know." He nodded. "You're embarrassed, you never told me before but I knew you were having them. Why are you so scared to tell me things?"

"Because it's childish and stupid that's why!" I yelled trying to cover up my sadness that he found out.

He held my hands, "there common aren't they? You have them a lot."

I nodded and looked down, his finger picked my head up again. "Stop looking away from me. You need to trust me."

I looked up and pushed Ashton on the bed and he looked up at me. "It's nothing to do with trust! It's to do with embarrassing myself in front of the man I love. I don't want to lose you for any reason."

"You'll never lose me, especially not over a stupid dream or dreams. It's okay to be scared in the night."

"You never are, it's always me." I sat down next to him and huffed.

"I am, I just feel ashamed I've dreamed it." He explained.

"Like me then? A bit hypercritical."

He took a deep breath, "mines about you cheating or just leaving for no reason. That's the most terrifying thing to happen to me. I often get up and make a drink like you, but now I'll tell you if you tell me?"

I sat on his lap and looked at him in the eye, "I'll never cheat on you, you mong. Plus, I'll tell you everything from now on. Good and bad." I kissed him. "I have a good thing to say. Considering you haven't had sex a lot and in a long time you have learnt some new things, good things." I giggled.

He laughed and blushed pushing me off his lap and standing up, "go out with mike and Gina." He pecked my lips watching me leave.

I winked and heard him groan as I shook my ass walking and leaving.