I'll never forgot you

So ... will you?

Ari

It was night and I wanted to see the parade they put on. I was dragging Ashton out the house as he chuckled.

"I need to check I have everything babe." He laughed making me stop.

I huffed and stomped my foot like a little kid. He laughed and picked up his wallet and key card. He intertwined our fingers as he led us outside.

//

"That was amazing." I looked up at Ashton and he smiled kissing my forehead.

"Shall we go for a walk?" He asked.

I nodded and he pulled me close and we took a late night stroll.

"I um, I need to own up to something." Ashton muttered. I looked up and waited for him to continue. "Well two things actually. One, I've read your diary."

I pulled away from him and stopped walking.

"What!?"

"I saw it under your bed before we left for Orlando. I'm so sorry, but I don't regret reading it."

I laughed and shook my head sitting down on a bench. "And two?"

"Don't get mad please?" He begged sitting next to me.

I crossed my arms, "depends."

"I need to fake date someone." He bit his lip and stared up at me.

I looked at him and laughed, "this is some joke right? They know you're dating me."

"It's jade from little mix, we're sharing a tour."

"No," I mumbled. "I can't lose you again Ashton."

"You won't ," he said quickly. "You'll never lose me, it's only pretend babe."

"How can you pretend? They want you to cheat again?"

"Please don't," he shook his head standing up. "I feel bad enough okay!?"

"Clearly not." I muttered.

"I can't control this! Do you think I like ruining my relationship with you!? Upsetting you!? Do you think I'm happy with this!? My band mean everything to me and so do our fans. You can't make me pick and chose." He yelled making people stare.

I felt my eyes well up, "if you did chose you wouldn't pick me anyway." I mumbled holding back tears. "Maybe I'll fake date someone too."

"Don't make this harder please."

"What's harder? Thinking of me upset knowing I'm yours or knowing I'm happy with someone else?"

"Both."

Then I felt it, my heart melting as Ashton sat down a tear sliding down his cheek.

"I can't lose you," he mumbled. "But I can't lose my band either."

I grabbed his arms and wrapped them around me as I held him tightly. I let out a soft sob as I felt myself choke up, "you won't have to lose me."

He hugged me tight and I felt him nod, "I'm so sorry."

I pulled away and kissed him, "maybe you can try saying no? See what they say?"

He nodded and kissed me again, this time pulling me close and moving our lips in sync together. I got breathless and pulled away, "maybe we should carry this on in the hotel?"

He nodded grabbing my hand and dragging me to the room.

//

We stumbled into the bedroom as Ashton closed to door with his foot. I smiled pulling his shirt off as he pulled my dress down. We fell onto the bed as I laughed, he looked up and I smiled. He began kissing my neck as I let out a soft moan.

I fiddled with his belt then his buttons, I undid them and pulled them down. His hands grabbed my waist as we flipped over me on top. I felt his hand move to my hair as he played with it. I took off my bra before moving my hands to his hair tugging it gently.

He flipped us over again, "god I love you." He muttered staring at me.

I smiled and nodded pulling his head down again.

//

"That was amazing." I panted.

Ash looked at me and nodded his chest rising up and down.

"I actually have something to ask you." He said rolling off the bed and coming round to my side.

He went to his jean pocket and pulled out a box, I gasped and smiled.

"Ari Clifford, you may have done this before but I want to try again. I love you so much even if we do fall out, I will never cheat on you ever again, I will never leave you. This," he opened the box. "This is me showing you how serious I am, I want there to be an us forever with everyone knowing. I'm not going to fake date anyone, I can't when I have a girlfriend as beautiful as you waiting for me at home. I never want to lose you. The feeling is unbearable and I could feel my heart actually shatter when I saw you marrying another man-"

"I never married him." I laughed.

"Shhh," he chuckled. "I want you to be my wife, I want to call you mine forever and always. I want to see you in a white dress, then nothing, on our wedding night. So, will you marry me?"

I smiled and nodded extending my hand as he put the ring on, "yes! A thousand times yes!"

I jumped up and he caught me swinging me around laughing and crying like I was.

"I love seeing you in just underwear with your sex hair." He bit his lip.

I laughed hitting his chest. "I love you."

"Oooooo sneaky." He smirked.