ONE IN A MILLION
Sometimes I often wonder,
In a one in a million chance,
Did I ever cross your mind?
Did you ever look at my smile?
I always want to know the answer.
But will it fulfill my prayer?
Will it make me happier?
Will this make everything better?
A year ago I was left dumbfounded.
I was left hanging with all those false hopes he made.
I was so scared that not even time can heal the pain.
It was so frightening that I just cry myself until I faint.
I closed my heart for a bit of a long time.
I promised that I wouldn't open it for someone.
But promises are really meant to be broken,
Because I broke my own walls just for you to make it.
You successfully did it darling.
You captured my heart without even trying.
I was under your spell that you uncautiously cast.
Tell me, my dear, how long will it last?
Will it last again for a long time?
Please say it won't cause I'm almost tired.
I feel so weak that I want to beg on my knees.
I feel so blind that all I see is you and me.
I feel so empty that only you can fulfill it.
I feel so helpless that only you can help me.
I feel so worthless that I, myself, can't even see I am worth it.
I feel so heartless because my heart isn't with me.
These unspoken words are really meant for you.
I hope you can read this, but did you know that I am afraid too?
I am afraid that this history might repeat itself again,
And all of this may soon vanish and will come to an end.
