RUNAWAY
"Say it's true, there's nothing like me and you"
Indeed there is nothing even better than the sight of me holding you.
"I'm not alone, tell me you feel it too"
Would you mind me asking if I can pursue my forbidden happiness with you?
"And I would run away"
Yes, I want to run and hide so that this feeling of mine will just vanish and go away.
"I am falling in love with you"
Darling I just fell in love with you and the idea of us growing older with my unending love for you.
"I am never gonna stop"
Tell me if I should stop.
Because I am almost tired of having painful scars and being left torn apart.
"Falling in love with you",
Was the best decision I've ever made in my life yet the most heartbreaking moment knowing that "us" would remain only in my mind and not on you.
Do you want to know why I chose the song "Runaway"?
Because it's one of the most unforgettable songs in my whole existence because it's the rhythm where we got to smile and sway to the melody.
And choosing runaway is how I want to escape this hurtful reality,
And all that is left to do is running away from you.
I will never forget the surreal feeling of holding your hand and looking into your eyes.
Like how I dearly looked all those beautiful stars in the sky,
For leaving me almost breathless every time,
And for giving me my daily dose of happiness most of the time.
Would it affect you if I say that this would probably be my last sad poem about you?
Would it change your mind if I tell you personally that I love you and I will soon stop loving you?
Would you let me love you unknowingly until my heart gets tired and not to yearn for thee?
Would you help me? Would you let me? Would you stop me?
I hope that this won't be my last poem about you.
Maybe I will stop writing and run away from you for awhile until I find something worth writing and staying for some time.
But forgive me if I can't fulfill my words about forcing myself into stopping,
Because I have enough reasons, and answers to my questions to help me keep going.
