CONFUSIONS
Last night, I ask for a sign that whoever I will see in my dreams will play an important role in my life
Then I saw you. Again.
I never wanted to see that face in my dreams for a long time because it reminds me of the days that I've experience my worst heartbreak
It should be over right? But why is it starting all over again?
With this damn dream, my mind replays every frustrations, pain, and rejections I've felt
It just clearly reminds me that when I fell inlove, no one is willing to catch me
The past just clearly stated that you will never choose me
And no matter how hard I tried to reach you... You will still be beyond my league
You told me before that I shouldn't expect anything from you
But I still hoped and believed that maybe that time, you will learn to accept me
I continued hoping until I get so tired of waiting for a miracle
I continued waiting until the day that you never came
Am I just confused with everything right now?
I made myself believe that I am already over it... That I am over you
But here you are again, showing yourself in my dreams as if you never hurted me before
It sucks that even if it's a dream, I can still feel everything that keeps on replying in my mind
