COLORS OF BLACK AND WHITE
Sometimes, I just want to stare blankly at my empty thoughts
Like how I wanted to add life to my black and white world
Sometimes, no matter how hard I screamed, no one else would try to hear me out
Like how I force myself to accept and bear with every bullshits and such
Sometimes, no matter how hard I tried to look on the brighter side
I always see myself imprisoned in the dark
Like how I desperately tried to hear my heart
But my ears and mind refuse to listen
I never learned how to swim that's why I kept on drowning
Not even those nonsense metaphors and lifesavers can help me get away
They kept on reaching me but it never helped to make me stay
And there's this one thing that I've realized and it's that I knew how to swim but there are big stones tied on my feet that made me sank
What happened to my personal sunshine?
What happened to my knight?
What happened to my own hero?
Then I ask myself, what is happening to you?
Everyday is still a blessing knowing that I am still breathing, alive and kicking
I may not be able to see the bright colors of everything for now
But I know that someday, He will let me know the purpose of everything I've experienced
He will save me from drowning... I know He will
