The Alpha's Rogue Mate

Chapter 30

I could die from my heart breaking?

Is Alex in pain right now?

Does he miss me that much?

Is he looking for me right now?

What will he do when he finds Xavier's scent and mine?

Will he attack Xavier on his own?

So many questions with no answers, and I might not live long enough to know them. My wolf is as silent as can be right now, she's probably more in pain than I am. To ease my pain I think of last night, but it only hurts more. Infact, any memories of Alex hurt my heart more.

"Is there anything you can do to help ease her pain mom," Travis asks.

"Only her Mate can do that. And by the looks of it, you don't want Alex here. Especially since you're the one who got landed with his Mate," Travis's mother says. I hear whispering but I don't know what they are saying, the door open and close.

Travis' face appears above mine and I hold my chest again, Travis picks me up and carries me upstairs. He lays me on a bed and starts to leave, I feel like there's a knife twisting itself into my heart.

"Travis," I say. He turns and looks at me from the doorway. "Stay?"

"Vexy-"

"Please? It really hurts and since you're the only one here, I want you to comfort me." Travis makes his way back over to the bed, he kneels down beside the bed. "Lay with me?"

I slowly scoot over and Travis cautiously lays next to me, I sneak myself into the crook of his arm. Travis wraps his arm around me and holds me to him, it helps a little. Travis is very tense right now and I can't think of why, I rub my chest to make the pain go away.

"Are you feeling any better," Travis asks after a very long silence. He's relaxed now and has the t.v. going.

"A little. I just want all of it to go away," I say.

"I don't know what I can do Vexy, I'm not Alex. I can't just hold you and make you feel better."

"Maybe if I heard his voice it will go away?"

"His voice?"

"Yeah, his voice. Maybe if you called him it'll help the pain go away."

"Vexy-"

"Please? I don't want to die."

Travis reaches into his pocket and digs out his phone, he looks through it before handing it to me. I press the phone up to my ear and wait for him to pick up, the knife twists itself deeper into my heart.

"Hello," Alex's husky voice asks.

"Alex," I whisper. The tension in my heart diminishes a little.

"Vexy!? Is that you!?"

"Yes." Tears start to pool in my eyes, I sit up and wipe them away.

"Where are you? I miss you."

"I miss you too." I look back at Travis and he shakes his head, I know he heard Alex. "I can't tell you where I am."

"What!? I need you here with me, I don't know why, but without you here my heart hurts."

"Mine does too but we won't see each other until this war is over." My heart starts hurting and I grip my chest, a sob escapes my mouth.

"Are you okay!? Are they hurting you!?"

"No it's my chest. Aren't you hurting too?"

"Not as much as you are apparently." I hear him sigh. "Vexy, are you still wearing your bracelet?" My eyes look down at my wrist and I look at my bracelet, the cold metal feels nice on my warm skin. The knife untwists itself a little from my heart, I sigh from relief. "Vexy?"

"Yes I'm still wearing it Alex."

"Good, it should help. I'll find you and bring you home, and we'll be whole again."

"I love you Alex."

"I love you Vexy."

The phone is grabbed from my hand and I look to see Travis shoving it back into his pocket, I wipe at a tear that had escaped. Travis gets out of the bed and leaves the room, I lay back on the pillows and run my fingers through my hair. Today started out great, and now it's turning for the worst.

"You hungry," Travis' voice yells up the stairs.

"A little," I yell back.

"Well get your ass down here, I'm not wearing a maids outfit."

I get out of the bed and make my way to the stairs, slowly. I reach the top of the stairs and see Travis in the living room, he watches me as I make my way down the stairs. When I hit the bottom step I'm pulled into two sets of arms, they hug me tightly.

"Vexy," Eric and Robbie say excitedly.

"Let me go," I say. I didn't say it harshly, I just didn't put any emotion into it.

"What's wrong with you," Robbie asks while letting me go.

"Nothing."

I walk into the kitchen and make myself a sandwhich, all of the boys are watching the t.v. when I walk into the living room. I sit in the chair by Robbie and silently eat my sandwhich, Robbie had tried taking some of my sandwhich. A phone goes off and the boys look at their phones, Robbie is the one to answer his.

"Hello," he says. I hear talking on the other end but it's muffled. "You want to talk to Vexy?" I look at Robbie and he looks at me. "Are you sure? I don't know if she'll want to hear that."

"Give me the damn phone," I growl at him.

"Here she is," Robbie says. He hands me the phone and I immediately put it up to my ear.

"Hello?"

"Did you tell Alex where you were," Xavier growls from the other end.

"No. Why? What happened?"

"Alex thought that he would pay me a visit, but not before sending Vampires to kill over half of my fighters." Xavier lets out another growl. "And my sister, Anna."

"Alex attacked Anna?" I look at Robbie and he is pissed, I quickly look back at my empty plate.

"No, his stupid Vampire coven did. But if I find him, I'm going to kill him."

"Xavier don't do that." I look around at everyone but my eyes linger on Travis. "If you don't attack Alex, I'll let you take me to Her."