The Alpha's Rogue Mate

Chapter 35

"How can I be pregnant!? Travis and I haven't even mated yet! I'm still a virgin," I freak out. "Am I the next Virgin Mary or something!?"

"No. You're not the next Virgin Mary Vexy, but there's no way to explain it," Heather says.

"How am I pregnant? It's only been two days," I tell her.

"Well a baby that has Alpha genes will grow faster than a normal baby, Vexy. You should feel thankful, most female wolves that carry an Alpha's child usually can't take the rapid growth of an Alpha's child. But since you're an Alpha female, you should be perfectly fine."

"I should feel grateful over that!? I shouldn't be pregnant, there's no way I should be with child!"

"We'll figure this out Vexy. Just calm down, if you are with child, then it's not good for the baby," Travis says.

"How do we know who's baby it is," I yell at him with tears rolling down my cheeks. "What if I was raped!?"

"You weren't raped. How do you not remember when we mated," Travis says.

"You're saying that we mated Travis?"

"Yes. And now you know it's mine, so everything is okay. Everything will be okay. Now it's time for bed." Travis helps me up and we look at his mother. "Goodnight mom, sorry for disturbing you."

"No it's fine sweetie, now I am going to be having a grandchild. My baby boy is going to be having a baby, it's the best news that I could've been woken up with," Heather says. She gets up and hugs Travis and then hugs me. She lets me go and then leaves, my hand travels to my stomach.

Travis picks me up bridal style and holds me to him tightly, I wrap an arm around his neck. My other hand rests on my stomach, my hand shivers from the coldness of my hand. Travis carries me up the stairs and into his room, he lays me down on the bed. Travis' hand rests on my stomach and he strokes my abdomen with his thumb, I feel happy knowing it's his baby growing inside of me.

"So a baby," Travis asks.

"Yeah, a baby," I tell him.

"This is going to be.....exciting."

"Exciting? You're not the one who has to have it growing inside of you."

"It? It's called a baby Vexy, a baby." Travis takes his hand off my stomach and starts to look mad. "Do you have something against babies?"

"I don't want a baby at the moment, it's going to ruin everything."

"Ruin everything!? This is a miracle Vexy, an heir to my title when I can't run this Pack anymore. This baby will be our everything, I'm ready for it."

"Well I'm not!"

Travis looks at me surprised, no one knows how much I don't want a child. So many wrong things can come from creating a child, a disability, a miscarriage, my death. My mom almost died giving birth to Robbie and they had to cut me out because my mom was in so much pain. And I don't even want to think about something like that, but now it seems I don't have a choice.

"You don't want a baby?"

"Not right now, I'm only twenty-three. I want to live my life before raising a child. I want to go out and get drunk. I want to act my age and not ten years older than I have to be." Tears start rolling down my cheeks again, stupid pregnancy hormones. "I want to live before I create life."

"It'll be fine Vexy, you will still be able to do those things-"

"No I won't. Babies ruin everything! They ruin everyone's lives!"

"Calm down Vexy, it's not healthy-"

"For the fucking baby I know! But you know what I don't care!"

"Vexy calm down!"

I hadn't expected him to yell at me, I cringe back into the pillows. Travis looks at me apologetically, he tries touching my cheek but I pull away from him. Travis gently grabs my arm and pulls me to him, I bury my face in his chest; I start crying AGAIN.

"Stupid pregnancy hormones," I say into Travis' chest. I feel him chuckle. "I hate being emotional."

"It's fine, I still love you for you," Travis tells me. I look up at him curiously, he looks at me.

"Say it again."

"Say what again?"

"Say you love me again."

"I love you, Vexy."

"I love you too, Travis."

I press my lips to his and start to feel a little happy, I am super bipolar right now. I hate being pregnant, stupid emotions. Travis pulls me farther into his lap and holds onto my waist, we lay down. Travis holds my waist tightly, I wish that I could remember the first time we had mated.

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(A/N)

Sorry that it's so short but I'm going to do an Alex POV, just to see what he's been up to this whole time. I know some people may end up hating me for what I write but I don't care, it's my book and I can do whatever I want with it. But I want to explain what caused Vexy' s broken heart. So I hope it's add good as when I write Vexy' s side of the story.