Never Give Up ~a sqampy classic~

Not the Same

SQAISHEY'S POV

Was this for real? Did I actually just kiss Squid?! Did he say he liked me? Did I just tell him that I liked him too? WHAT HAD GOTTEN INTO ME?! I still loved Stampy, right? He was my kittycake after all! Around Squid I just felt different... I couldn't do this though! What if Stampy woke up? This would break his heart! I loved Squid though, and this was our only opportunity to ever be together. Besides, the doctor said that Stampy only had a 10% chance of waking up. I couldn't stay single all my life, and right now I have a perfectly good boyfriend. 

I had come to a decision. 

I would date Squid. I would have fun with him, live my life, and not be worried about Stampy. If Stampy were to wake up, I wouldn't feel right cheating on him. I'd explain the situation to him. We could maybe still even be friends! It would turn out okay, wouldn't it? 

Nope. 

It broke my heart just to think about it. But there wasn't anything else I could do. Life without Stampy would definitely not be the same, but I knew I could get through it. Squid made me happy, and right now I needed a lot of happiness in my life. 

(A/N: Sorry for the short chapter XD, right now I have a little bit of writers block for this story. I know how I want it to turn out in the end, but I'm having trouble with the middle details. I don't want it to be in the comment, but if you have any suggestions feel free to DM on Instagram (micaela_the_donut_queen) with your ideas. Also, if you haven't noticed, my two stories, The Oddball and Crazy Girl, are out now! They are about the story of Stampy and Sqaishey's lives. The Oddball is from Stampy's POV and Crazy Girl is from Sqaishey's. It would mean the world to me if you would check them out! :D)