Clueless

Nineteen

Alessia's POV:
We got out of the car and sat up against a tree looking out at the lot. The sun was setting and there was only a small breeze. I was not used to it being this warm in November coming from Canada. I shivered a little since I again don't bring a sweater with me I was only in a flannel and leggings.

"Less... I know you probably don't want to talk about this but we have to."
"No I do. But I think you may just be confused."
About what?" He said.
"Your feelings." I said. "I was but now I swear I'm not anymore. I know exactly what I want." He said. Hearing that gave me butterflies. "and what's that?" I said turning to him slightly. "You." He said looking in my eyes. I felt myself turning pink and my heart beating faster. "What do you mean?" I said already knowing what he meant. "I love you." He said making me die inside. I smiled at him trying not to let any tears come out. "Alessia just hear me out okay?" I nodded in silence. "I just wanted to say that I'm so sorry for being so clueless that you like me and that I'm sorry for ignoring and not realizing my own feelings towards you that night we came here."
"It's okay."
"No it's not. You probably think I'm some fuck-boy asshole who likes every girl I see but I'm not. I'm so sorry I know it probably hurt a lot; me dangling and blabbing about Connie in front of you."
"It doesn't matter anymore."
"Alessia I understand if you don't know how you feel about me because I've what I've been doing and I've never felt so ashamed of myself. I would never purposely hurt you and would never want to see you hurt by anyone else. That's why I didn't want you getting anywhere with Jack and because I was jealous."
"So the reason you drunk yourself stupid that night was cause you were jealous?" I said with raised eyebrows. "Well not exactly..." he said shrugging trying to play it cool. It was so cute. "Fuck it I was." He admitted making me smile.

"That's how I felt about Connie." I said "You did a better job at hiding it than I did." He joked making us both smile. "So all I'm saying is that I'm so sorry for being the biggest fucking dumb-ass you've ever met and that I understand if you want space but I just wanted you to know that I'm not interested in Connie anymore. Not one bit." He was so attractive I couldn't stay like this with him. "I forgive you." I said. "Thank you Jesus." He shaking his head. "What was Connie like?" I asked. "Boring." He said honestly making me laugh. "Seriously?"
"Yeah. She reminded me of Jenna a little and I could never date someone like that again. They're both hot but none of them are as hot as you."
"Well then why did you spend so much time on them?" I said cocking my head with sass. "I don't fuckin' know I'm a dumb ass remember?"
"Not you're not Corey." I laughed a little. "I guess I was waiting for someone like you." Again my heart stopped. "Corey..." I smiled shaking my head. "No I really mean it. You're so much more interesting. I can't talk with them about half the shit we do." He said turning to me. I didn't realize how close we were to each other. "I love you." He said moving a piece of my brown hair behind my ear. I couldn't describe how I was feeling but it was amazing. "I love you too." I said leaning in closer to him. Soon we were close enough that our lips were touching. We were kissing and I never felt so happy in my life.

We continued kissing, he moved his hands to my waist and pulled me onto his lap so I was there with each of my thighs on the sides of him. I tensed when I felt him touch my bum. "Shit sorry," he said breaking the kiss. "Stop saying sorry." I said rolling my eyes and going to kiss him again. He put me down onto the grass with my legs hooked around his waist. My hands rested on his shoulders. I could feel his rock hard muscles above me. He grabbed my thigh with one hand and used the other to keep himself from putting his weight on me. He kissed my neck. He took off his shirt and I lightly smiled as I glanced at the view of his abs and arms. "What?" He smirked. "Nothing." I smiled feeling heat on my cheeks. He began undoing the buttons of my flannel revealing my white lace bra. I could see him admiring me. "What?" I said it being my turn to ask. "You're hot." He said looking at my chest. "Oh stop." I said rolling my eyes with a smile. "Then what were you looking at me for?"
"The same reason, you're hot." I said giggling. He leaned in to kiss me again and kissed my chest. He pulled me back onto him. I kept pushing my hair behind my ear as it draped over my face. He held my waist with on hand and my thigh with the other. I started kissing his lips and his neck until he stopped me. "Less... it's okay..."
"What?" I said confused. "You're tense... why are you so tense?"
"I don't know... sorry..."
"No... its fine I just want you to relax." He said grabbing my hand. I'm not really sure what he meant but whatever. I went back to kissing him.

After a couple minutes we laid down. I rested my head on his hard shoulder and my left leg across his body. I never wanted to leave from where we were. I turned over on my belly and faced him. "Corey..."
"Yeah babe." Hearing that sent shivers down my spine. In a good way. "I love you."
"I love you too." He said pulling my legs across his lap. He leaned in and kissed me again. "Less... I understand if you're not ready yet and you can say no but will you be my girlfriend?" My heart stopped. "Corey... do you really think I'd say no after all that? Yes I will." I said running my hand through his hair and then kissing him. "I'd hope so. You know I've seen a lot of hot girls but none were like you. He said looking at me in awe shaking his head. "I can say the same about you." I smirked. "Oh really, can you?"
"Yeah." I said in a duh-like tone.

Corey and I talked for a bit longer. That's the reason why Corey and I were so good together. We could talk to each other endlessly without getting bored and about anything. Not only was he protective and insanely attractive in every way, his personality attracted me because he had a sensitive side that not many people got to see. He really likes me and I couldn't be any happier.

Soon it was getting dark so we decided that we should head home. Corey drove me home. "Looks like I'll have to deal with Connie in the morning." He shrugged. "You better." I teased. "You know I will." He said. "Thanks for coming with me."
"Thanks for taking me." I said leaning on to kiss him. We hugged a long hug and he kissed me again. "Love you." He said. "I love you too Corey Haim." I said winking and walking inside. With out Corey knowing, I saw him happily raise arm in a fist and hop in his car. This was the most amazing night of my life but I didn't know how to explain to my parents that I now had a boyfriend.