The Alphas Sociopathic Mate

Chapter 36: Surprise

Chapter 36: Surprise

Logan

"Good?" I asked Sam as I stepped out of my bathroom. I had on a hoodie and a pair of leggings. Sam looked up from his spot on my bed and he raised an eyebrow as he looked at me from head to toe.

"You wear that to Johnny's all the time?" Sam asked confused and I held up one finger, making him pause as I lifted the hoodie to reveal the simple black lace bra underneath and Sam's eyes went so wide, they almost took up his whole face. He sat up abruptly, almost knocking himself off my bed.

"Damn girl! You have a dick appointment?" He asked me and I only laughed while shaking my head as I moved over to my dresser, taking the perfume off the shelf and spraying it over myself.

"You know those crazy dreams I tell you about where Johnny is going down on me? Well tonight your girl is going down on him." I smirked and Sam placed a hand to his chest.

"Oh my God...I taught you so well. You're a little freak." He laughed.

"In all honesty he is my mate and I'm tired of girls not knowing who I am. I am also confident enough to say that intimacy is mentally in my head. I want it so bad, but physically, I am terrified." I said while placing my hands on my hips and he cocked his head to the side and stared at me.

"If you don't feel comfortable, you don't have to force yourself to do this. This is not something that needs to be done right now and you know that." He told me and I nodded while taking a deep breath and smoothing down my sweater.

"You're right and I did contemplate that and I know that I don't have to force myself to do this. However, I want to, I am just nervous over the whole idea of it. Intimacy is not something I am used to and if I want to get used to it, I have to start taking those chances." I said and Sam stood up and smiled at me while placing his hands on my shoulders and nodding approvingly.

"Well...have fun." He said.

After I had left my house, it took no time to get to Johnny's door. I rolled out my shoulders and I knocked on the door and Blondie opened it after a few moments and smiled.

"Hey Lo. He's in his room, he seems a little down." He said and I nodded and went upstairs to Johnny's room. His parents were away and Johnny lived on the top floor. I knocked on his door before opening it and I turned back and closed it and locked it behind me.

Johnny was sitting on the edge of his bed and he looked up from his phone at me and a smile came across his face.

"Hey pretty girl." He said as I stood at the foot of his bed.

"Hey...word on the street is that someone is grumpy today." I noted and he laughed while running a hand through his dark hair.

"I'm just a little tired today. You know how it is, my birthday is soon and then the real alpha powers come. Stronger, faster, better...I was just resting." He assured and I looked at his tired eyes. The bags under his green eyes stood out because his eyes were quite bright. I mean, Johnny had a bit fairer skin tone so his eyes always seemed to have bags, but they were especially prominent today. He still looked beautiful - he was a very handsome guy with his green eyes.

"So, you're too tired to do anything?" I asked as he smoothed out his bedding and he cocked his head to the side.

"I'm down for watching movies." He assured me and I just nodded while looking around his room.

"Well, I guess I got ready for nothing." I said simply with a sigh and he raised an eyebrow at me and looked over my outfit.

"What do you mean?" He asked confused and I pulled my sweater off over my head and his eyes widened at the black lace against my skin, I just smiled sweetly as I pushed down my leggings and dropped them onto the floor.