why me? | sean lew

10th Scar and Broken

From the point Sean fell on to the ground everything seems to happen in slow motion. Everything wasn't clear
Everything feels wrong, except everything was wrong.

This was all my fault if I'd only knew what Sean was going through even though he could've just told me.

I haven't forgotten that Sean loves Maddie but if that what makes him happy I'm happy I guess.

We were at the hospital and Sean was already in I stared at my hands, sleeve and chest it was all covered in blood.

"What has happen to the patient?"

My Mum quickly stood up and talked to her and they walked away.

My mum and the doctor quickly went and I saw Sean's mom and dad run to his room, while Serris came up to me

"I'm sorry for what he did"

"No it wasn't him"

"Yes it was him he made all his mistakes and he let you suffer for three years, Y/N why didn't you just leave him?"

"You know Serris it' not easy to leave, forget some you love and is a big part of you, I know there are many guys out there that might love me better than Sean does but there will never be a guy that I will love like Sean"

"Thank you, for not giving up on my brother" she says while she pulled me in to a hug, then Mr and Mrs Lew called us.

"Y/N are you okay your covered in blood" Mrs Lew said

"I'm okay, excuse me I'm just going to change" I said shaking

"Okay"

I turned around on my way to the bathroom when I heard some one scream

"What Room is Sean Lew in!!"

It was Maddie. Why was she here?
She knew Sean had a girlfriend!
But she still made out with Sean!
Why?

I was hurt maybe Sean does need Maddie. Cause Maddie is everything you can ask for popular, pretty, skinny dancer and she's pretty nice.

But in somethings she can be very mean, aggressive, selfish and annoying.

She was dating Ken but they broke up not even Ken would tell the boys why, I don't know why but I think its because of Sean.

Maddie might be the beautiful dancer she is but if you know her too well she will break you.

I just ignored her even though it hurts so much. When I looked away
some one grabbed me by the arm

"Ouch! Let go!"

it was Maddie

"This is all your fault if you loved him like I did he would be here!"
She slapped and scratched me at the same time

And I know it would leave a Scar in my life forever.

"If you love him so much he's all yours" I said while Maddie's scratch sting from my tears as I make my way to the female toilet.

I stared at myself in the mirror,

I was broken, blood was all over me
my face was bleeding and bruised.

I washed my face and took my bloody jacket off and went outside I saw Maddie talking to Mrs.Lew

I hid

"Sean does not deserve a girl like Y/N"
Maddie excalimed

"I agree but if that whats make my son, happy I'm happy"
Mrs. Lew replied

I guess I didn't have Mrs. Lew full opinion on my side but I guess I'm okay.

After their conversation Mrs. Lew came up to Serris

"What did Maddie say?"
Serris asked

"She said that Sean doesn't deserve a girl like Y/N"

"Do you agree?"

"Of course.. Sean doesn't deserve a lovely, caring, beautiful and kind person like Y/N, Y/N did so much for Sean I saw her suffer but I know she's strong, but you know they might just not be meant for each other"

Serris didn't answer she just looked down at her feet

"You can visit Sean now" the doctor said to them

I couldn't believe what Mrs. Lew said I guess she was on my side.

Serris called me to go visit Sean after all that. It was night time
everyone had to get home.

Mrs. Lew said she would stay but Maddie was so annoying she just let Maddie stay but Mr. Lew didn't agree so he asked me if I could stay here with Maddie if it was okay.

And I said I could stay.

It was just me and Maddie
everything was awkward it was in the middle of the night, Maddie told me to stay in on place and don't move
So I sat in a chair at the corner and I tried to take a nap while

I heard Sean scream in a worried voice

"Y/N, I love you!!

But his eyes where closed and his injured body was lying down
but I could feel him
and his heart beating.