why me? | sean lew

7th Scar and still Bleeding

Sean's POV
I stayed its been three days. I leaned against the brick wall and waited.
Waiting to be loved again.

She didn't know I stayed because every time she would go out the house I would always hide. Her parents would walk past and look at me. and I always say "I'm okay"
When I am not.

I am freezing, I am starving, I am tired. But I'll wait if I have to.

Y/N's POV
I knew he stayed, I would always feel him every time I came out.

It hurts, but he deserves this
but why am I still hurting, I'm not lying to myself anymore.

I am free.
But I can't be free knowing he's not.

...........

Midnight, the usual night when I would get hurt but, this hurts more.

I came down to grab a cup of water when I heard a voice through the door.

"I know your upstairs sleeping, or on your phone. I am still waiting. Very hungry but I haven't suffered like you did. You were hurt for Three years and I am here suffering for only three days. I love you Y/N. Goodnight, if you are there don't open the door please - today wasn't a great day your mom walked pass me and I told her I'm okay when I am not, I missed my old life, I miss us"

As he said those words rain started pouring.

"Sean! I'm here, you need to come in, I cant see you suffer anymore"
I said while turing the door nub
And he slowly grabbed the other side and closed it again.

"Sean, I want to see you! I can't anymore"

"Y/N its okay, I know when you see me
You get sad and that sad becomes anger, I'm okay Y/N"

"Sean you are not okay, you don't know what I am feeling, yeah I am free but knowing you aren't makes me feel like I'm in a cage. So knowing you ate suffering I am suffering too. So please let me open the door, pl -please"

"Okay, but before you do just know I love you with all my heart"

I slow opened the door and saw Sean

busted, sad, restless, broken, hurt and a bleeding fist

I hugged him like there was no tomorrow.He hugged back and whispered in my ear.
"Thank you"
As he closed his eyes, tears drooped downs his cheeks and he took a breath of relief.

Sean's POV
as I closed my eyes
I felt loved again.