why me? | sean lew

12th Scar

The moment I steeped out of the hospital,

I ran away knowing I left my everything that one thing that made me weak and strong at the same time.

I know he stood up and raced up to me, but Maddie was there, to stop him.

I needed him, but it was the best that I distance my self from him.

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Its been a year since I saw Sean, since I left the hospital, since I was in his arms.

I cancelled dance classes with him.
And stopped home schooling

Its sad that I have to distance myself from my friends because of Sean
It really is sad.

School isn't great, I have friend, fake friends. I love spending every moment when I'm with my dance friends cause I don't see them as often anymore.

I don't know what happened to Sean,
I know he survived and him and Maddie are dating.

Sucks to be me.

I haven't seen Sean in like forever,
it hurts just not seeing him. When I miss him, I just high his jacket.

I hugged it so tight I'd sweat with my eyes filled with tears.

Its sad even though we never shared anything to each other.

School sucks it takes away time from my dancing but my parents say,
Its a way to forget things that are important.

Don't you get it IMPORTANT! Will never be forgotten

Schools was bad dance classes were worse.