why me? | sean lew

5th Mark

Sean and I have not change,
Still together though.

Days when he doesn't care,
I ask myself

Again?

I was so tired of all this.

I do love him but it looks like he doesn't want me in his life.

What should I do?
Should I leave?
Should I stay?

I still have a life to live.

What do I do?

We don't spend much time with each other though not like before.

He's in dance class.
I'm at school.

I'm Im at dance class.
He's home doing school.

There are day sometimes together we go dance class or he brings me somewhere nice, which never happened but let's just pretend it did.

But I'm going to be home schooled again, because of this situation.

...........

"Hey, hows class?" I asked as Sean walked in.

"It was fine, any food?" He asked

"Yeah somewhere in the fridge" I answered

I was hurt.
But how you ask?

How would you feel your boyfriend not asking how your day was? Or what I'm feeling or something.

But all this I was all used to, but I didn't want a life like this anymore.......