why me? | sean lew

9th Scar and Shattered

"Sean NOO!!"

"I love you Y/N, I can't see you suffer anymore"

He was standing there with a knife in front of of his chest.

"Please no Sean, when you suffer I suffer.. Please"

He slowly drooped the knife and cuddled with me in the sofa.

.........

I woke up seeing Sean asleep
with a red stain on his white shirt.
Confused and concerned I walked towards him and lifted his sleeve suddenly noticing a horrifying sight.

There was thick, deep
wounds on his shoulder. It was like his body was crying with blood.

Did he do this while we where asleep?
Has he been cutting since we argued?
This is all my fault.

I stood there looking confused and worried when he woke up looking at me.

"S-sean" I said while shaking

He looked at his arm and there was blood dripping on his shoulder
He immediately covered it and said

"Y/N, sorry I couldn't help it"

"But when?"

"Just when you were sleeping"

"Sean WHY!! I told you not to this, this is all my fault"

"This isn't your fault, you just you made me enter the life I broke while I never let you in mine"

I didn't respond instead I crashed on the floor feeling the cold ground in my face.

"Sorry Y/N"
He ran to the kitchen and grabbed a knife and said

"I love you."

I stood up and ran to him as the knife was getting closer I pushed it out of the way and it went through Sean's wounded shoulder which caused Sean to lose blood and everything when slow motion as he slowly fall on the ground.

"MOM!!!"
I screamed holding Sean in my arms while tears drip down on my cheeks.

My mom rushed down stairs seeing me and Sean covered in blood.