13th Mark and Him

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The boys got dragged into shopping, which no one enjoys, I kinda like it.

I mean At least a can spend a day with Y/N even though she didn't talk to me much, I don't know what is happening between Y/N and Ken, but Y/N said they were nothing, I trust her so I'm guessing their not together?

It hate seeing her with Ken, laughing, smiling and everything you ask for a girl. But who am I to stop them from doing what they do, besides I'm just a guy that cheated on a girl.

Yes I did take Y/N for Kaycee birthday, but everyone thought that I was going to ask Maddie, I don't know who knows I'm coming with Y/N but just for her to know I love her is enough.

I miss her
I miss us

Buy I'm selfish that way. Why do I miss her when I'm the one that let her suffer?, the one who left, the one that hurt her. I mean like everyone says

"you don't realise what you have until it's gone"

I love her, I truly do.......

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