Snowbaz one-shots (fluff and angst)

kiss it better

Based off of the he is we song "kiss it better" because its cute and sad

This is after simon defeats the humdrum

TRIGGER WARNING

3rd person

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"Youre alright, love" Baz whispered to the boy in his arms. Simon was so weak and he was bleeding from several cuts that scattered his face and body. He pressed a kiss into the matted curls atop Simons head "It'll be okay."

-after the leavers ball and shit when penny and simon live together

The Bunce-Snow flat was quickly becoming the Bunce-Snow-Pitch flat considering that Baz was always there. Its not entirely his fault considering Simon was always asking him to come over, his sleep was taken over by nightmares. Currently Simon was laying in Baz's arms while he slept as well as he could. Sometimes the bronze haired boy would talk while he slept, he always had, but now it was more sad than terrifying. He used to mumble about the day with the chimera and times he had nightmares about finally being finished off in an all-out war. But now, now he whimpered about the day with the Humdrum. Tonight was one of the nights where Simon had an all out crying fit due to his nightmares. He started crying and whimpering, curling in on himself. "Please" he breathed "Stop.... it hurts.... dont hurt me" sobs wracked the boy's body while he winced as if in pain. Baz put his arms around Simon's shoulders and back pulling him into his lap. "Its okay, love. Everything is okay now." Baz kept saying while smoothing down his boyfriend's curls. He knew it was all he could do to help but he felt horrible about it because it was lying. He had heard Simon crying in the shower every night, talking to himself when he thought no one could hear him. He saw the look in Simon's eyes when he spaces out; no longer just a dazed stare out a window or at a book, just a pained expression and glazed eyes.

So Baz felt like shit for lying when he knew damn well Simon is far from okay. He hasn't talked to him about it but he mentioned it to Penny earlier that day. Simon lived with Pennys family for the last months of school before they moved into their flat in London. "Yeah, Baz its bad." She had told him only hours ago "He was always awake, barely ever asleep. I would catch him dozing off while I made food for us and while we watched TV but he never stayed asleep long. He always woke up once the crying started. I'm pretty sure the first actual sleep he's gotten since then is the first next you stayed at the flat with us." when he heard this Baz had made a pact with himself to always be there for Simon when he can. When he can isn't enough though. Some nights when Baz has to work the late shift Penny can always hear Simon screaming and crying himself awake from nightmares.

Once Simon is back to sleep, this time more content than before, Baz lets himself drift off. At 9am Baz gets up careful not to wake a sleeping Simon and goes to get tea in the kitchen with Penny who is always awake by now. "Morning Bunce" he greets her. Her hair is in a messy green bun atop her head and shes wearing her flannel pajama pants and an old Watford shirt. "Pitch" she nods back at him and hands him his mug. "Simon still asleep i'm assuming?" Penny laughs "Yeah, as always" Baz laughs with her "I gotta go to work but will you make sure he's up before noon?" Penny nods in reply as she sips her tea. Baz then gets ready and is off to work by 10 to be there at 10:30. Eight hours later Baz is walking home from the bookshop when Penny calls him. Simon hadn't texted him all day but that wasn't a surprise, Baz can't use his phone at work so there isn't a point in trying. But Penny was calling him, what?

They had made a deal to only call each other in emergencies. Shit, Simon. HE answered the phone quickly and a panicked Penny answered "Baz? Baz, its Simon." he could tell her voice was shaky from crying. Fuck. "Baz he, fuck just get to the hospital. NOW." Hospital? What the fuck happened? The hospital is about a 30 minute walk from his current position so Baz get in a cab and it took 5 minutes. He sprinted into the hospital as soon as the car stopped.

Running to the desk in the front "Simon Snow" he practically yelled at the women. She typed the name into the computer and smiled sadly at Baz "Down the hall to the right, you can't go in yet but you can wait outside the door." this pissed off Baz but he did as told. He saw Penny sitting outside the room when he walked down the hall, sobbing. She also had blood on her white jeans. Blood. "WHat happened?" he asked her gently. Penny jumped noticing Baz and sobs wracked her body, making her shake. After a few minutes she was finally calm enough to talk. "I went to the store to get stuff for dinner and cherry scones" tears started trailing down her face again "And when I came back he wasn't in the living room, or the kitchen, or you room..." her voice wavered and Baz impatiently waited for her to gain her composer again. "Baz, I had no idea what to do, he was barely breathing and there was blood and pills everywhere. I'm so sorry I didn't call you sooner but I had to get him here! I couldn't let him die Baz, no matter how much he wants to." Penny started sobbing again in the middle of explaining but stayed put together long enough to say that. Oh. The pieces started putting themselves together in Baz's head and tears started dripping down his sharp face as he fell to his knees. Simon tried to kill himself. Baz and Penny sat waiting for what felt like years but was really only about an hour when a doctor said they could go in. "We stitched up his arms and stopped the bleeding, but he lost a lot of blood. We also pumped his stomach but he should be alright for now. He's not asleep but he's a bit drugged up, so be careful with him." the doctor told them before they entered the room. Penny took a place on the side of the bed close to the window, Baz on the other side. "Bazzzzzyyyy! Pennnyyyy!" simon croaked happy and the hiccupped "I got lots of stitches." he pouted and held up both of his arms that were wrapped in gaws. Baz and Penny both started to cry even more when Simon winced while laying his arms back at his sides.

When Simon saw them crying he pouted "What's wrong?" he asked them as if nothing had happened. "Love, you do realize what you did only an hour ago, right?" Baz asked him. Simon looked off into space and then back at Baz frowning "I guess, i'm forry Bazzy. Can't you just kiss it better for me?" he said innocently. Penny smiled while still crying because her best friend had just tried to kill himself and was now acting like it didn't happen. "Simon, why did you do it?" she asked him quietly. He frowned at her and shook his head at her. "Simon, please..." she said. He shook his head again. "I'm sorry" Simon whimpered and started crying. Suddenly the three of them were all on the hospital bed sobbing on each other. After a while simon spoke up "I don't like thinking about it, its too much" Oh. "Oh Simon" Penny said. "Simon I told you we could always call up that therapist from Chicago...." Baz told him and Simon nodded furiously "I know but I don't want to burden you and Penny" he told his boyfriend. PEnny glanced at Simon and then he met eye gaze with Baz. They shared a moment of realization "Simon you aren't a burden at all, we just worry about you..." Penny assured him "Now we are going to worry even more, Si." she laughed slightly before her face turned serious "Did you think this would make us stop worrying?" Simon looked down and thought for a minute "I didn't want you to have anyone to worry about anymore. If i'm gone you don't have to worry about me at all."

Two weeks later Simon was coming home from the hospital after having to be in the second floor for suicide watch. They gave him anti-depressants to take everyday and said to make sure he's never alone for too long. Baz and Penny talked to the magical psychologist and she said she would start speaking with Simon asap. She told Penny and Baz all they can be is remind him that he's not a burden and do things to keep him busy. So in weeks following Simon learned how to bake scones of any kind he wanted and how to play a game called agar.io. He was having less and less nightmares and finding more and more things to distract him from what had been messing with his head.

Tonight the three friends sat on the couch watching Twilight to be cheesy. Simons arms had healed but he had scars covering the golden skin. Baz kissed the back of his hand "You know I love you, right Simon?" he asked and Simon smiled nodding "I love you more than he does" Penny interjected. BAz rolled his eyes "yeah Bunce? If you love him more maybe I should give Micah a ring..." they all laughed. Everything was going to get better. Baz kissed Simon gently on the lips. Then on the shoulder. Then his hand again. He took out his wand "Get well soon" he whispered before kissing Simons scarred forearm, watching the scars fade slightly from the spell.

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Idk what that was 1.7k words 

Next update will be hardcore fluff for after the humdrum