In time ; m.e

Chapter 12

I sat there on the bathroom floor, my wrists were bleeding a lot.
A pool of blood formed so I got up and wiped it away.
I kept wiping away the blood but it just came right back.

I decided to get a bandage and wrap up my wrist.

I sat down on my bed wanting to die.

Time passed by fast it was now 6:01
So I got ready, I wore a peach skirt from pacsun and a floral tank top.

I decided not to wear any makeup and I just straightened my hair.

My bandage was now bright red. I replaced the bandage. At this point I don't care who sees.

I wonder if Matt is still going

It was 6:48 so I got in my car and played breathe me by sia and let her go by passenger.

I hummed along and soon arrived at Nash's house.

I got out and walked to the door I was greeted by Audrey
"Yay I'm glad you made it!"
"Thanks I am too"
"Do you want a drink?"
"Sure!"
I don't usually drink but I don't care right now

"So is matt here?" I asked
"Yeah he's somewhere.."
"Oh"

"Well I'm going to go dance I'll ttyl"
"Ok bye" I said

This party was huge
I took a sip of the drink
I scanned the people and my eyes landed on Matt talking to a girl.
He looked drunk

I looked away and stared at the floor of boredom.

"hey"
I looked up to see who it was

It was Luke
"Fuck" I mumbled
I tried to get away but he grabbed my arm and squeezed.
I looked at Matt, he was looking at me
"MATT HELP! MATT!" I screamed
And struggled to get away

Matt just looked away and grabbed the girl hand and started dancing

I started to cry, I looked back at Matt but he was gone.

I panicked and grabbed a Champagne bottle and smashed it on Luke head
He let go of me and yelled
"YOU SLUT"

I ran upstairs and opened a door it was completely dark. I closed the door behind me and turned the light on

I wish I hadn't because what I saw wanted to make me jump off a cliff.
Matt and a random girl were making out and the girl was almost naked.

They both looked at me and I cried.

"Get out of here slut" Matt yelled
I could tell he was drunk
I wiped my tears and ran out
I bumped into someone and fell.

And that person was Luke.