Sweet Chocolate

Alaina

"Alaina get up, Alaina get yo butt up"

I woke up to feel my mom shaking my arm "get up girl" she said again

I sat up in bed,rubbing my eyes im pretty sure its the weekend so all I wanna do is sleep "yes ma" I said sleeply a little aggitated I hated being woken up, especially when im sleeping good.

"get up so I can drop you off at your therapy session"

I groaned, I had forgot all about that "mom can I just go next Saturday, I'm tired"

"nope you're going now, so get up" she replied while pulling the warm covers off my body, she waited for me to get up before walking out of the room

I rolled my eyes and looked for my phone, somehow it managed it get under my pillow. I picked up my phone to check the time 12:45 ugh Saturday is my sleep time and Sunday is my do the homework that I was supposed to do on Friday time; she messing up my schedule

"Alaina yo ass better be up" I heard my mom yell

I got up out of bed and started looking for an outfit to wear. I settled on wearing a pair of jeans and a t-shirt, no need for me to get dressed up I'm not going to impress anybody. I looked at my crazy hair, I had forgot to put a scarf on last night so I just threw my hair in a ponytail

Zzzz Zzzz Zzzz

I picked my phone up to see that Roxy was calling

"hello" I said while putting my phone on speaker so I could brush my hair

"hey Alaina I gotta talk to you, can I come to your house"

I frowned "I'm about to leave in a little bit, is something wrong"

She was quiet for a least thirty seconds "Roxy is everything okay"

"Alaina I don't want to tell you, but I feel I should before you find out yourself"

I put my hair up and grabbed my phone so I would be able to hear everything she was about to say "just tell me Roxy, my life can't possibly get any worse"

"well you know how people were recording what Chynna did to you"

I nodded my head like she could see me "uh yeah"

"well the videos are everywhere now, their all over the internet; people actually think it's funny fucking assholes"

I sat down on my bed, so now not only has the school seen me be humiliated but now random people on the internet have seen; I was too busy in my own thoughts that I didn't even notice Roxy was still talking until she started calling my name "Alaina are you okay, I'm sorry this happened to you; you dont deserve any of this"

I took a deep breath "I'm okay, it's like each day I'm caring less and less"

"I don't know if that's good or bad but on Monday I will be going to the principal to report those bitches; I've been reporting every video to get them taken down"

"thank you Roxy, you're an amazing friend; I wish I would have met you years ago"

"nope we met at the right time, if we meet years ago then I wouldn't have went through my journey so I wouldn't have been able to help you through your journey"

I smiled "well I have to go, my moms waiting"

"okay just text me after"

"kay bye" I said before hanging up the phone. I honestly didn't care about the videos, they can do what they want but I won't let them get me down anymore; I hope this therapy session helps me become confident in myself again.