Stuck Between Two

Chapter 21 - Save Me

I don't even remember running back to my house. I just remember barging through the front door and sniffing out where Dylan was. He was in one of the medical rooms on the frist floor so i ran down the hall and bardged into that room. i could tell that I was only in control of part of my body at them moment becuase I was using no effort at all to do anything. Plus, my wolf was out of control in fear of Dylan being hurt, or worse.

Dead.

To my relief, he was still breathing on the table while a few people ran around the room trying to help him. I walked over to him and grabbed his uncocious hand. I sat onto the endge of his bed and concentrated on this little breaths that scared me but also gave me hope. He wasn't bleeding horribly from his bullet wound, but there must have been some internal things going on that was causing him to heal slowly.

I really waned him to open his eyes and look up at me at least one more time, but even thinking of that made my heart drop further into my chest. What am I going to do if that happens? Will i end up crazy and insane like Claire? No matter how much I hate her and want her head mounted on a spear while he body rots a million miles away eight feet under the Earth, her and I are related.

I could end up just like her.

"You aren't going to end up like her," a voice said quietly from behind me. I stood up quickly and positioned myself in a defensive stance in front of Dylan. Jayden was standing there and he let out a llittle chuckle.

I relaxed and sat back onto Dylan's bed, "I already am so mad at you."

Jayden stared at me open mouthed with surprise, "what did I do?"

I rolled my eyes and held onto Dylan's hand again. "You are inside my thoughts. Get out."

He rolled his eyes and pulled up a chair so that he could come and sit besde me. I stared back down at Dylan's face with a little longing in my face and it got worse when Carter came in and sat on Jayden's lap. Why can't I have that too? Why do I have to be stuck with such bad luck? 

Why can't I be happy?

I felt Jayden give me a look out of the corner of my eye and I laid down beside Dylan. Jayden needs to get out of my head and leave my thoughts becasue as soon as Dylan gets better, I will go after Jayden first.

I saw him shift uncomfortably and almost wake up a sleeping Carter which brought my lips upwardly for a few seconds.

I leaned into Dylan's side and I heard him take a deeper breath which surprised everyone in the room and made me shift further towards him. That was a good thing. Me being here was probably a great thing.

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It had been two days since Dylan was shot. I've moved three times just to go to the washroom then resumed my place laying beside him on his hospital bed. Carter and Jayden come in a lot and try to talk to me, but I usually just give them one word answers because Dylan hasn't improved at all in his conition and is stuck in a coma becasue the bullet Claire shot him with was laced with silver and wolfsbane. Both very dangerous towards werewolves.

I sleep most of the time nad I've only drank water when my dad brings it to make him a little happier. But even a few sips of water is hard to swallow when Dyal is paractially lying on his death bed. Jayden has been intruding in my mind a lot while I'm sleeping to see what I am dreaming about, but there's nothing there. No dreams, just darkness.

The darkness scares me. I feel like that is how I will be if Dylan stays like this forever or leaves me. He can't leave me. i need him. I realized that I have always needed him too. Even when I thought him and Carter were both my mates, Carter was never enough for me. He was too nice and didn't try as hard as Dylan did.

I'm happy for Carter and my brother. they are so cute togather and I can't believe I just thought that, but its true. I can see how they look at each other and I envy them. Its how I want to look at Dylan and how i want him to look at me. No, i need for him to look at me like that. I need to feel a shiver running through my spine when he looks at me like that.

I need him to be ok and that scares me.

I have never felt this sort of need. 

It goes deep into my heart and I feel like I'm slowly soffocating as he lays here slwoly dying.

I'm drowning and i can't stop it.

I need help and he's the only one who can save me.

But I'm the only one who can save him.

CLIFf-HANGER EVNDING Mwhahahahahah!!!

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