Stuck Between Two

Chapter 22 - We are Dead.

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He's dead.

His heart stopped beating five seconds ago.

He stopped breathing thirty seconds ago.

I was thrown out of the room fifty seconds ago.

I gave up hope seventy five seconds ago.

I started crying eighty seconds ago.

I stopped thinking properly ninety five seconds ago... and started to count the seconds.

Seven.

Eight.

Nine.

Ten.

I backed up to the wall behind me and slid down it.

Twelve.

Thirteen.

I threw my face into my hands and blocked out all the sounds.

Fifteen.

Sixteen.

There was nothing but numbness surrounding me and I didn't know what to do.

Eighteen.

Nineteen.

He was gone. Before he had even really entered my life, and he was torn from it. All because of my idiotic mother who shot him. She killed him. What did I ever do to deserve this? What did I ever do wrong? I shopuldn't have even been born. Dylan would still be alive if it wasn't for me. He would be breathing and his heart would be beating and that is all i want for him. i want him to live because he deserves it more than anyone.

More than me.

He tried so hard to win my affection and I practically tossed it to the side everyday.

I sobbed and fell over and huddled into a ball on the floor. I'm going to die here because I deserve to die. I have never earned the right to live. Dylan has that right, I don't.

"Angel," a hand came onto my shoulder and I didn't even flinch like I would normally do. There was no reason to be alert anymore. Someone kill me please so I can end this pain. This is worse than anything I have ever felt. Worse than any broken bone or any deep cut with silver in it. Worse than all of my injuries combined and multiplied by one thousand.

My heart is broken and nothing can fix it.

"Angel," the voice said a little louder. It took everything in me to turn my head to see who was there. It was Jayden. Of course he's the only one who cares that I am broken. I don't think i'll ever be the same. I'll be heartless just like Claire and I know it.

"Angel come here," he lifted me up slowly so I was standing on my feet. But I didn't have any energy to stand. What was the point anyways? He held onto my face so i would look up at him while also holding onto my back so I wouldn't fall over. "Listen Angel."

I blinked away some more tears and took a deep breath. Why the actual fuck does he want me to do that? That's the stupidest thing i have ever heard in my entire life.

He smiled at me and I almost wanted to punch him, but my lack of energy prevented me in doing so. I only had energy to cry. "Just please close your eyes and listen. Tell me what you hear."

I took in a deep breath, I guess I could get my mind off of Dylan for a bit. I can't cry forever.

Damn, i'm already turning heartless....

I closed my eyes and opened my ears. I heard heart beats all around me and the room where Dylan was is calm. It wasn't calm three minutes ago. There was silence through out the house other than this whispering i could barely make out. I didn't know that voice and it scared me because it was coming from the room Dylan is in.

I stood up straight and opened my eyes. What the hell was happening? I actually couldn't hear whatever this lady was whispering and I was furious. Why can't i hear her? I can hear a bee's wings flapping at the edge of our packs boarder but I can't hear a simple whisper that is four feet away from me.

I was angry so I tried to walk to the room to see what was happening, but Jayden held me back. "Not yet," he whispered.

I looked at him in horror, what were they doing to my mate? I needed to know now!

Jayden frowned at me, "sit down."

I felt my body twitch before i sat down. i can't believe he used his Alpha-ness on me to tell me what to do. I hate him.

"You don't hate me," he crossed his arms over his chest and I glared at him. Wow, i hate him more for listening to my thoughts. And I hope he knows that. I watched as he rolled his eyes.

There was a sudden pain in my chest and it became hard for me to breath. I opened my mouth to try to suck in air, but it was hard to get any air into my lungs. My throat felt like it was closing and Jayden noticed my sudden distress before he knelt down beside me.

He laid me down onto the ground and I started to panic. What was happening? Was this the feeling one gets as they die? I guess this is what happens when you loose your mate.

My vision started to get black around the edges due to my lack of air and I could feel myself drifting away. I was dying, i knew i was dying. And I was oddly okay with that.

The last thing I heard was the sound of a machine coming back to life and a breath being taken by Dylan in the next room as I let out my last little puff of air.

Good, he can live.

You don't understand how much I've cried while writing this chapter. I've had to stop about fifty times to compose myself before I could continue writing. Listening to the song on the side repeatedly while writing didn't help, but now this part is over and there is about one or maybe two chapters after this. 

A happy ending guaranteed.

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