I love you.
I thought while only seeing a picture of you.
Three words.
Too personal for me to say to anyone.
Not even to my family.
Not even to my closest friends.
Three words I would never be able to say out loud.
Three words.
Carelessly used in todays youth.
By those people finding their love of their life for the 100th time.
While I'm here.
Thinking, I love you.
As soon as I see your bright smile in a video.
I said it again, carelessly.
I don't even know you in person.
You don't even know I exist.
And it still feels like we're connected in some way.
I'm too scared to fall in love with someone.
Because I wouldn't be able to handle another heart break.
Yet I'm able to say I love you when I think of you.
Because you can't break my heart this easily.
I love you.
But there is a sad reality I have to face.
Every day and every night.
The reason why I can't live delusionally in a dream world.
Even if you knew me, you wouldn't love me back.
Like everyone else I gave my heart to.
You wouldn't love me.
Because of the person I am.
And my heart would shatter over and over again.
I'm glad I won't ever be able to meet you.
You only would break my heart.
Even if you don't want to.
But still -
I love you, Kim Taehyung.
I love you.
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the realms of day and night. || bts poetry
PoetryWattpad says it's not poetry, but to me it's poetry, so enjoy my poetry book guys❤ . Sometimes I write weird stuff in my instagram captions and think they are so artistic af they have to be saved else where again.
