the realms of day and night. || bts poetry

part 25 - begin

I was fifteen when it all started
A little kid with big dreams
Thinking his dreams will stay dreams forever.
I was lost in a big and scary world
Trying to make my way to success
Working hard, pushing my body to the limit
Trying my very best
Still questioning myself:
Am I good enough for that what I'm trying to achieve?

I got to know you, my friends.
I started to love you like a second family.
What would I have become
When I would have never met you?
I don't even want to think about it
Because you made me the man I've become.
You, my brothers.
You, who I never want to let go again.
Still questioning myself:
Am I good enough to deserve you?

We're going through good times
And I want you to smile with me
And you're going through bad times
Wishing I could free you from the pain
Wishing I could cry instead - but I can't
Even though your pain is also my pain
When you suffer I suffer.
I'd rather die than seeing you suffer.
Please. Smile with me.
Still questioning:
Am I good enough to cheer you up?

All of sudden I find myself at a big music show
Being next to the biggest artists in this world
And we as a team count as one of them.
Trying to hold in my tears
As soon as I heard them saying "BTS"
Seeing artists I admire stand up for us and applaud for us.
I'm happy to be able to experience all of this with you, my friends.
We, the best team out there.
The seven of us.
Knowing:
Nothing will ever tear us apart.
And we will fly with our beautiful wings together until forever.
Thank you for guiding me the way.
Thank you for going the way with me.
Thank you for everything.
You made me BEGIN
You made me again.

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authors note:
I will be adding poems to every solo song, so it's not Taehyung only, but since everything is connected anyways I hope you don't mind💜