part 30 - awake

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This is all I can do, okay?
I'm giving my best, but whatever I'm doing
I won't ever be as good as my friends
I'm just me and maybe I'm not good enough to deserve all of this
But I want to dream just a little more
Because I love doing this.

This is all I can do, okay?
And everyday I'm trying to hold all the negativity
I'm trying not to believe them.
Even though I know they're right.
But the truth hurts
Every comment is like a knife stabbing in my heart
Let me dream just a little more
Because I love doing this.

This is all I can do, okay?
This opportunity was like fate
And even if nobody believes in me
I still want to struggle and fight
Maybe I won't ever be a to be as good as my friends
Still I want to stretch out my hand for them
Please, give me the chance to run with them just a bit more.
Because I love doing this.

This is all I can do, okay?
Nobody understands how I feel
I'm just trapped in the darkness
And I remembered the happy times
They asked me if I was was okay with how everything was right now
I was not.
I was so afraid, I thought of giving up.
But I looked at my friends, seeing them hopeless
Caught in the darkness, running and running
I can't let my friends suffer
I have to support them and give them my love
That's a thing I'm good in
Taking care of them being there for them
And even if nobody will believe in me
They will.
Let's dream a little more
We can do it together.
I know, my friends, the last few years felt like a dream
But we're wide AWAKE, living our dream.

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