[Love Yourself - 석진]
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Some moment become more vivid with the passage of time.
Yesterday's many encounters and goodbyes existed for this moment.
Every alley and crossroad I walked through
were all meant to lead me to this very place.
That kind of moment is what I mean.You didn't seem like a human being the first time I saw you.
You seemed like a ghost, an illusion that suddenly appeared.
Behind the train on the other side
While I was waiting to pass.I was waiting to pass a new chapter in life, a new beginning as always.
But then you stepped into my life and I saw something beautiful in life.
So in the end you were the reason to make me stay.
You were the reason why I looked back once again.I noticed you running by as if you ran to something important.
So important you didn't notice you lost your red little book.
I watched you walk away, even though I was able to give it back to you.
But I didn't - merely to find an excuse to meet you once again.The sound of cicadas that chirred liked showers end in an instant.
In the abrupt silence, I realize life's immense beauty.
Just the fact that you are in it makes all the difference.
Even if this were a dream, this is where I choose to be.I carefully tried to call the number written inside the book
I didn't know you'd be talking a lot, treating me like an old friend
So we said we'd meet up for me to give her the book
And for her to pay dinner as a rewardMy life seemed perfect for a split second and I was happy for once.
I was about to meet the sweet girl, after heart breaks and pain
I hope it wasn't a dream. I'd never wanted to wake up ever again.
But once again my life shattered in pieces.Looking back, I had known all along
that underneath the glittering world before my eyes lay my deception.
That everything was to collapse with a breath of wind
I turned away, idestepped, simply closed my eyes
Afraid I was, afraid to be loved for who I am.I was on my way to our date, driving and hoping you'll be there
I was driving even though driving brought back so many memories
So many memories I tried to forget in every way
But will I ever get over what happened back then at the sea?I wasn't able to save my friends, not able to protect them
My friends who might as well not know who I am now
I was not a good person who deserves deep and caring love
But I was still craving the love you'll give me once I let you.Why is it that the happiest of moments usher in sudden fear?
You know, if I could turn back time, I would want to be the best man in the world.
I would protect you from everything, I will protect you from myself
I'd never leave your side ever again and would take care of you
Like no one else ever did.But the car was a little faster than I was.
If we could turn back the clock, where should we go back to?
Once we reach that place, can all our mistakes and errors be undone?
Will happiness be ours to stay?I won't ever stop trying to save the people I love
No matter how often I suffer, no matter how often I try
I will protect the people I love. At all costs.
Even though that means that I won't ever feel happiness again.I wouldn't deserve happiness anyways.
Though many seasons pass, there are many places that can't be reached.
Yet another storm to be faced and to be weathered head-on
Loving without fear, hesitating and parting.Alone I'm watching the ocean I used to visit with my friends.
Alone I was holding the flowers I wanted to give you back then.
Alone I'm trying to save my friends all over again.All alone I realized it would be better for anyone for me
To merely live as the person I am.
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the realms of day and night. || bts poetry
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