I'm not able to remember the last day
Without taking one of those disgusting pills
Starting with the pills to reduce the pain
Gotten so used to the monotone swallowing
Of the pills promising me less pain
But at the same time increasing my mental pain
Driving me into depression and anxiety
That wasn't one of those adverse effects the nurses told me from
The pain in my chest has gotten worse
I cried myself to sleep everday
And all that was left were those thoughts
Sleepless nights and an aching heart
I wanted to do things to myself
Couldn't think straight for years
Gotten worse in school
Because I wasn't able to concentrate on anything
Than my mind that was about to go crazy
I wanted to run away
I wanted everything to stop
And let me fall into the darkness
You're my little happy pill, Taehyung.
I think I've never smiled more in my life
Until I knew of your existence
I've never been so excited
To see a man on the screen of my phone
Never felt so much happiness
I've been through a lot of shit
But you're the little pill that saves me
And made everything a bit better
You're the pill I'm willing to take
You're my little happy pill
And I'll always be thankful for that
YOU ARE READING
the realms of day and night. || bts poetry
PoetryWattpad says it's not poetry, but to me it's poetry, so enjoy my poetry book guys❤ . Sometimes I write weird stuff in my instagram captions and think they are so artistic af they have to be saved else where again.
