Don't go || m.c

12

I wake up early enough to take time in getting ready, Jade is still asleep but I leave her. I stand in the shower, letting the splattering water relax my muscles, I turn the water off and wrap myself in a towel without getting dry, I go and make scrambled eggs and leave some for Jade. By the time I've finished eating breakfast I'm already dry, I go to my room and get dressed, I still have a few hours to kill.

I go and check on Jade, she is still sound asleep, she probably got back in the early hours of the morning, I go back to my room and start searching through my bottom draw, I find what I'm looking for, a gift from Harry for my seventeenth birthday, a joke, something I haven't needed to use yet.

I take the plastic off the vibrater, I am so lonely, I set it to a high setting and wince from the feeling, it's something else but pleasurable, I try and keep quiet because of Jade but it feels so good, I've defiantly felt better but still.

***

I walk into work, Tyler questions me all about my friends, he calls Ashton his boy. I'm actually happy to be at work, Tyler and I chat and laugh for hours.

"So when can I see my boy again, you can't hide that sexy beast from me," Tyler says.

"You so want the d."

"Exactly so let me have the d," I don't answer, I just roll my eyes, "so hows your sex life going anyway."

"Very sad compared to usual, dead for a few weeks until yesterday," Tyler raises an eyebrow while filling someones glass, "I was about to have sex with Michael but three people interrupted us."

"Go on," he prompted.

"Well we started making out in the kitchen and he was carrying me to my room but then his friend, Luke knocked at the door and he saw us, so he hung around for a bit and then he left, by then I was thirsty, I needed him to fuck me sideways, so he fingered me on the sofa and went to carry me to my room but then Jade got home so I talked to her and then Ashton came in and stole Michael."

"That is sad, is that all you've had for three weeks."

"Remember how I told you Harry bought me a vibrater?"

"You dirty little girl."

"Yeah I'll have one of them," Michael says, only hearing Tyler's last sentence, thank god.

"Hey Michael, this is my friend Tyler," I say.

"Damn girl," Tyler says, loud enough for only me to hear.

Tyler leaves for his break while I talk to Michael, it's not very busy tonight so I don't have to refill a lot of glasses, Michael leans over the bar to kiss me lightly, I lean back over the bar so I can kiss him back before we're interrupted by an eighty year old man.

"I'll have one of those," he points his glass towards Michael, meaning he wants me to kiss him.

"Sorry but I payed her yesterday and I wont let anyone else pay her for a kiss."

"Pay her?"

"With these," Michael holds three fingers and the guy understands, he asks me for some scotch instead. Michael leaves just before I do for my break, I walk to a corner store and buy a packet of chips, healthy, I know.

I walk slowly back to the bar, trying to kill time. When I lock up Ashton isn't there and I feel sad? I was kind of hoping to see him, I walk home, halfway I start crying, damn these hormones. I just want to see Ashton. I reach my apartment and fumble with the key, wiping tears from my face in the process before stumbling inside.