Pretty Hurts. •Jaegan•

•twenty•

(Y'all I've decided to make a sequel!!!! So be prepared, because this is the last chapter...)

Justin's pov.

I got released from the hospital two days ago, my dads tried making me pack. But I just couldn't. I didn't have the motivation. Breaking up with Raegan, was the hardest thing I have ever done. Not only did I love Raegan like hell, it wasn't even my decision. It was my dads... I disliked him and Danny very much at the moment, since getting back from the hospital, I haven't spoken to either of them. I've refused too.

Damon had to leave early so he's back in Minnesota already. So I'm really lonely, other then the company of Snuffle Puff. My dad told me I couldn't keep her, so I had to give her someone. I decided to give her to Raegan, I mean Raegan is her other father. So it made sense to me, to give her to him. I decided to text him.

J: Hey Rae, I need you to take Snuffle Puff, my dad won't let me take her:(.

R: Okay, I'll be over in a bit to pick her up.

Well okay that was easy, I mean Raegan and I are still best friends, as we were before we started dating. Which was okay, awkward at sometimes, but we got over it. I waited for Raegan to come by playing one last time with my baby girl. Then I heard a knock at the door. Even though I was up in my room, I could hear my father open the door, and discuss something with Raegan. I got scared for some reason. Then I heard footsteps come up the stairs and a knock at my door.

"Justin, it's just me, Raegan." I heard Raegan, say through the door. I walked over and opened the door, smiling at Raegan as he stepped in.

"Hey Rae." I greeted him.

"Justin listen, I know you don't want to go back to Minnesota, but please. Just pack. I'll help you." He smiled sadly.

"No, because then I'm leaving everything here. You. Kale. Jack. My mum. I don't want to go. I don't want to. I don't want to leave you." I cried to him.

"I know, Jay, I know, but be strong for me. Okay? For Kale. For Jack. Okay. I want you to go back to Minnesota, cherishing every moment we spent together. Don't be sad, were still friends, please, were still together. I'm still here. Don't be sad that were over, because we're not, were not dating but, were still best friends, and best friends last forever. Be happy, that we happened. Jay, I know it hurts leaving me, Kale, Jack, but we can still text, Skype, you know that we'll always be here. Just because you moving states, doesn't mean our little family is any different. I love you." He told me and hugged me tight.

"I love you too." I cried and hugged him back equally as tight. We pulled apart and laughed, wiping our tears.

"Now let's get packing." He announced. And that's what we did. We listened to music. We danced. We laugh and smiled. I always thought goodbyes to be the hardest most saddest thing in this world. Some were. But Raegan, he didn't like sadness, he wanted everyone he loved to be happy. No matter where they are on the earth. So this goodbye, was sad, but it was happy. It wasn't a goodbye. It was a see you later.

Me and Raegan finished packing and we collapsed on my bed. We just laid there and relived the memories. By the time Raegan had to leave, he hugged me and walked down stairs. I heard my dad say something to Raegan. It was muffled but I could make out a 'thank you'. I smiled. Maybe my dad is seeing something else in Raegan, but he wouldn't change his mind...

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Two days later and here we are at the airport.

Kale, Jack, Raegan, Ryan, we're here. And we were saying our, see you laters. I hugged Jack, Kale, and Ryan individually, then we had a big group hug. We all cried, but again, we agreed to all keep in touch. Obviously. We're a family. Then came Raegan.

I knew he was going to be the hardest 'see you later'. I hugged him tight. I was going to miss him holding me, miss his safe embrace. I was going to miss waking up next to him. Our movie nights. Our cute little moments. I was going to miss all that.

"Justin, be strong for me. No relapsing. No cutting. No nothing. If you feel like that. Call one of us. We're here for you. Please, don't do that. Your beautiful, amazing, and I love you, we love you." He said and hugged me, man this is hard.

"Raegan, be strong, for me. No relapsing, no drugs. No nothing. If you feel like that, call me, I'm here. Please don't do that. You handsome, amazing, and I love you, we love you." I laughed copying his words. He smiled and me.

"Here have this." He said and handed me a book. A journal.

"Don't read the last page, until you land. Read all the rest on plane. See you later, Justin Drew Blake." He smiled and walked away.

"See you later, Raegan Alexander Beast." I called at him. I smiled and made my way to the gate.

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It was hallway through the flight, and I was reading the book, the journal. It was so sweet. It was our memories. All dated, timed, Raegan really cared. He documented everything. Our fights, our cuddles, our happy moments, our sad. Everything was here. It was amazing. The words he used.

I read everything up to the last page.

I closed the book.

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We landed.

I opened the book. So eager to read the last page.

I got to you.

"Dedicated to Justin Drew Blake. Ever since I first saw you, I knew I'd love you forever. No matter where you are, who your with, I'll love you forever. I didn't know what made me fall desperately in love with you. Maybe it was your smile? Your laugh? You being so kind to everyone? Your personality? Your humour? Maybe it was everything, because I love everything you do. All the pain you went through, and you still managed to smile through it. You made it. Your strong. Your so beautiful it hurts. You make everything better. I guess pretty hurts, right."

Pretty hurts...

(A/n: that's it, this is done, expect a sequel, I'll post about it on here, when it's up, so keep this is your libraries, okay? Bye. Author out, for now.)