there's no one i can talk to about anything and i don't know what i'm meant to do??? the more i start to think about it, the more real it becomes? Because i think i may have depression? And it's breaking me?
I'd felt this sadness for months and months, but it's more than that now, because i don't feel sad. But i don't get happy, or excited, or angry. I feel empty and numb. I feel like i'm a bad person, because i genuinely would rather sit alone than talk to someone, it takes so much energy to answer a question and it's draining me so much. It may not sound like much but it's fucking tiring and i don't know what to do anymore
