hahahahaa!!! it's valentines day! it was all going okay and i was playing video games and i was FINE and i was saying happy valentines day to all my friends because!!! hey! i love my friends! and then!!!!!!! my friend who is a guy was like THANKS and then 10 minutes later just ADMITS that he liked me ('liked' being the keyword) and how he didn't want to be pushy because he knew i liked someone else and i just.................................................... it fucked me up i wanted to CRY because i felt GUILTY. i felt fucking guilty??? nope! it was weird for like an HOUR and then we started talking like normal. the thing is for ages i had a feeling he liked me but????? feels weird to think that someone actually LIKED ME and felt about me the same way i feel for someone else? its a CYCLE and i feel so so Bad.
