update regarding my last cute update on my love life xxxxx
still unsure about my feelings im trying to sort them out and i just keep thinking about how i want to be close to him all the time which is good because hes an affectionate person but here the catch: i am not. so it just looks suspicious me wanting to sit on him all the time lol so when he touches me i dont flinch like i usually do xxxx cute we love progress. no but FR its weird for me i dont want it to be like a rebound thing . also the fact thats its STRAIGHT after my last thing which ended in shit n has fucked me up. idk man i dont want to like him but it feels nice because hes liked me in the past so its like why not do it again lol i know thats shit but i really am lonely and although this is a lowkey thing, its still a thing hmmmmm
