update! 
                              -my first gcse is on monday. 
                              -had a breakdown in front of my science teacher
                              -i feel like i haven't been mentally with it since christmas
                              -is it still christmas
                              -saw my graphics coursework marks and .we love failing xxxxx
                              -?????????????? still have a fucking crush? am over anything happening though. if liking him gets me through these next few weeks then so be it lmaoooo
                              -?currently going through a lot of self hatred? like its at its highest
                              -walked on a roof?? got locked out of my friends house and her dog was inside so i had to climb on the roof and along the fence to get into the garden? they don't have a 1. spare key hidden in the garden or 2. gate/ entrance to the garden???
                              -really miss writing
                              -i hate art
                              -despire that, doing it for a level
                              -a levels r going to KILL ME SO MUCH
                              
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                               
                                                  